Do you guys ever wanted to disappear into void or suicide when you fight with your parents bc you don't have anybody else other than them to rely on.
I don't fight with them often but when I do, I really lose myself and end up wanting to die or vanish for a while bc it feels like I'm a total stranger to this world, to my room, to everything and feel like going to home but there's nowhere to go, I can't run away from them or suicide (because I don't have the guts and there isn't really any way I can.) I just end up hurting myself and realising that I'm lonely af. I need some friends I suppose.
