Oddest thing you’ve ever done as a kid and you still lay awake at night thinking abt it

Aigh so uhhhhh
One time my family had our cousins over and we were all chillin n stuff watching a movie while my brother talked with another cousin

Mmmmmmm so for sum reason went near my cousin who was like idk 13, 12 or 11??

and I was like 5 or sum and he was just laying down on the couch and for some reason I kissed him..?
And like I kissed him really hard idk y like I was just pressing my lips on to his (he didn’t kiss me back or anything but thank god, but he didn’t push me away or anything which is odd)
then my brother and my other cousin who was younger than him were like
oooOOOOOHHHH THEYRE DOING ITTTTTT
Then my sister comes in and sheS like #－.－) most likely thinking wtf was wrong with me

Also my parents weren’t there they went to get something like food idk

Yeah I guess this is the story of how I did sum weird stuff to my cousin at 5yrs old??? Seriously what was wrong with me?? I cringe whenever I see my cousin, hopefully he forgot abt that...