Life man... Just... Life

My teachers have been piling assignments on us so I've been having to stay up 'til about 11 or even later into the night just to complete all my work. My mother apparently thinks I'm making this up though and was literally threatening to email my teachers so she could catch me in the act of lieing about how much homework I have, but I'm legit not She has no trust in me and has come to the conclusion that I'm using homework to get out of doing house-chores. My mother's literally always angry, whenever someone in the family does something wrong she takes her anger out o everyone, my stepdad is grumpy at all times of the day and only ever wants to start arguments with everyone, and my sister is abusive as hell, she smacks the living turd outta me every chance she gets and is constantly trying to start fights with me. My family life is like a trainwreck, I feel nervous and anxious (I had an anxiety attack the other day but I closed myself off in my room so my family wouldn't know since them knowing would only bring me more trouble and make me feel even more nervous) at all times of the day when I'm at home because I feel like I'm gonna get in trouble for something even when I've done nothing wrong, the only time I can truly relax is when I'm with my friends but damn corona took that away. Lmao that's a long response to a simple question, my bad