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This is my heart break ya'll

I still feel sht. This happened a few years ago. Our teacher gave us a homework, an essay about our best friend. Of course, I'm expecting that my best friend and I will write each other. But I was wrong, she asked me politely if it's okay to write her other friend. It's because no one will write with him. In just a second, my body froze, I can hear my heart breaking slowly like the sound of a glass shattering. I knew that if I think about it more, I'll cry so I gave her my answer and I was thinking that it'll look like I'm possessive if I said no so, I said yes.

When I was about to do my essay at home, my mom told me, "so you and your best friend will write each other, right?" It's like the final blow that day, I told her yes and silently cried after.

Yeah, about not having to write with him, I still don't get it what she meant.

Tl;dr
My best friend asked me if it's okay to write her friend instead of me to an essay about "Your best friend"