Traumatizing

I stumbled upon tentacle plants smut when I was 11. That was my first yaoi. I had a very hard time figuring what the fuck is going on like why is he being raped by a fucking plant wtf??? After I've cleared my mind for a bit, then I realized; this is a guy banging another guy. Added with some tentacle play at that, I was just utterly ?????? and just ???????????????.

I didn't touch anything yaoi related ever again. That is, until I hit puberty and realize the deliciousness of boyz, and butts, and sexy moans, and man-nipples. Yes.