Why am I so awkward?
I am literally the living ball of awkwardness. No matter where I go or what situation I am in I can't help but feel this uneasiness sprouting within me.
For example, I am just walking in the mall or buying some food in the canteen (tons of peeps can be found in these places) I get totally conscious about myself. Thoughts such as: "I probably look weird and awkward right now so I should hurry up." Or "I should act normal". Another example is when a lot of people are paying attention to me or let's say public speaking. I can't stand their stares and then i end up doing and saying something ridiculous.
I sometimes feel uncomfortable when I am talking to a person (close friends included). I have trouble in coming up with new topics to talk about so I always end up just listening to them and smile (it depends on the situation tho lol)
Does this mean I have a social anxiety? Or am I just an awkward kid?
Awkward? I don't know if I am but I have hard time talking to others. My friends first impression at me is that I am cold or snob. I have negative way of thinking. I don't talk to others I mean I can't talk to them first. It is them talking to me first before I talk to them.
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30 04,2017
