Suicidal since childhood

Sasishi Sasishi 2020-09-20 04:02:01 About tried to kill yourself
I was always kinda suicidal since I was a child. With 8-9 Years I tried to jump from our balcony, my mum tugged me into the bathroom, closed all doors and shut herself with me into the bathroom so I couldn't do anything that could majorly harm me.

When I got older I've hurt myself a lot to cope with the stress of wanting to die. I always felt that it would be better if I weren't there.

The latest attempt was in December 2019 when I was on edge because life kinda went downhill and I overworked myself completely in a shift System I was not used to back then. In January I got hospitalized into a shut off ward to get back on track again.

I think it will always be a part of my daily struggles and struggles with my heavy ass load of mental illnesses but I think maybe there's something wonderful waiting in line for me.

Tbh I just hope that I'll be happier and I'll fight for that happiness. I'm turning 23 in November so that will be a happy day to being able to live another year of my life <3

tried to kill yourself

775 people did / 485 want to do

Sasishi's other experiences

Mangago 404 error

Sorry, the page you have requested is not available yet.