I think I am asexual and aromantic. I honestly don't really desire to have sex with anyone. But I also have a high sex drive. I masturbate and orgasm often (almost daily) to yaoi or porn. I also am aesthetically attracted to people I find attractive and I've even had crushes but I've never actually wanted them to date me back. There are times where I've thought I wanted sex because I was so aroused but I honestly don't mind never having sex. And I hate romantic gestures cause they're creepy and they make me feel guilt tripped or indebted to return feelings or buy gifts for them back when I never wanted to. I love shoujo romantic themes, but I hate when guys try to touch my hand or force a kiss without consent or guilt me for not wanting to do what they want to do with me or the uncomfortable hugs. I hate the gifts cause I'm a broke bitch and I can't buy you crap back. I hate cuddling (unless your my dog). Idk I know sex would feel good but it's not needed. It's so invasive. Sex is too much pressure mentally for me. I don't see someone attractive and think, I want their dick in me. Or same with girl, yeah it'd feel good, but I just think I actually wouldn't want to if it came down to it.
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Demiromantic ace here!
I think I am asexual and aromantic. I honestly don't really desire to have sex with anyone. But I also have a high sex drive. I masturbate and orgasm often (almost daily) to yaoi or porn. I also am aesthetically attracted to people I find attractive and I've even had crushes but I've never actually wanted them to date me back. There are times where I've thought I wanted sex because I was so aroused but I honestly don't mind never having sex. And I hate romantic gestures cause they're creepy and they make me feel guilt tripped or indebted to return feelings or buy gifts for them back when I never wanted to. I love shoujo romantic themes, but I hate when guys try to touch my hand or force a kiss without consent or guilt me for not wanting to do what they want to do with me or the uncomfortable hugs. I hate the gifts cause I'm a broke bitch and I can't buy you crap back. I hate cuddling (unless your my dog). Idk I know sex would feel good but it's not needed. It's so invasive. Sex is too much pressure mentally for me. I don't see someone attractive and think, I want their dick in me. Or same with girl, yeah it'd feel good, but I just think I actually wouldn't want to if it came down to it.
Same I just like hugging people