Hmmm....'a person who couldn't take a joke'e a joke

I have the largest hips in my class. As an Asian, I was told that I look fat because I have a pear body shape and gained a lot of weight following my tuberculosis medication for six months.

I wore the largest size pants in my school. I could go lower but I decided against it since I like my pants to be loose for easy breathing and sitting and the higher size has thicker fabric that won't easily tear or look old when washed.

One day, a classmate of mind suddenly shouted out my pants size out in class during a heated discussion on something. My pants size was 2 size larger than the next 'larger' girls in class.

Nearly every single one of my classmates laughs. joked about me being an elephant. A pig. A male classmate who was not particular fond of me spoke in a disgusted tone. I forgot what he said but he spoke with a disgusted look on his face. I did not get along with the popular girls in my class...I had gaged their reactions...and as women they too laughed in amusement when the boys and others laughed at my weight and size. I was so embarassed because people make fun of my weight many times. One time when a teacher was talking about how girls with wider hips give birth easily or can bear a child easily... People brought my name up and one junior recounted how the teacher just laughed at it in acknowledgement.

The person who brought up my pants size was guilty and tried to apologize to me. They tried to get others to apologize but the one who did wrong said it was just a joke. 'You are not my teacher. Dont tell me what to do'

There were other times when mean things were said my way. I was pushed around too other boys outside their feiend circle and teased because I was clueless about dating.

I cry so easily. I can't help up. I am trying to build a stronger shell. I don't talk to any of them now actually. They don't care about me so do I. We live our own lives now. But they probably won't live the same way I did just for dressing comfortably and shamed for it. Shamed for a feature I was born with