Sadist? or plain off abusive/fucked up.

Every time I role play (as a male mostly) i'm just more detailed and even get excitement in me when i'm playing that i'm mistreating or even beating up a male instead of smutty shit... I just love hurting the male and making him feel miserable.... Then "apologize" make it up and pretend we happy and just because i got horny from that i'll convince them of sex later on... (and no I don't get off to rape eww) I just love being misogynistic have that power and take advantage <3...

Just softly pulling their hair as they whine to me to stop or sit on them if they're thin (not fat fetish, I mean heaviness of just being strong/ bigger) I love teasing that way <3