discord servers have me crying

dude, i cant talk in discord severs. My native lenguage is not english and i get uncomfy when i need to type smth in english, sooo i cant be myself and make friends and as a result all the other members get uncomfy around me as well. what shoud i do srsly?

(btw, this is my discord acc: loyza#6708 .If im in a sever with you, know that the reason that i barely talk there its because i'm an insecure bitch. Sowwy)