I tried to jump from our apartment roof
Last year while I was having a really, really hard time, I thought I can end all bad things in my life easily by death (I was already Self harming myself) . I went to roof then I crossed the pillars but I couldnt do the rest of it. I just turned back and just leave over for later and I am still delaying and questioning myself to am I really want to die or not but actually I dont want to live but I dont even want to die, all I wanna is just time, so that's y I am delaying this. I don't really know what will I do in the future but I hope, whether it's death or not, it will be best for me.
(sorry if my eng is too bad)
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wow, I'm glad you didn't give up, suicide is never the answer. Honestly keep fighting, you're so strong, I believe in you. (Your English is good by the way.)
Don’t worry bout English there are American people that spell and grammar worse then that and plz spend more time thinking about if u wanna die don’t make the mistake of killing urself before u even know if u really wanna die
oh thank you so much for thinking me