what do you guys feel when someone can see the real you????
for me, when im sad.. i always smiling and showed people a happy expression on my face... so that people did not know how lonely, weak and saddest i am... i hate it when there are people that can see throught me (the real me)... for example, there is someone talk to you suddenly and said your expression is always happy, smile and laugh.. but i know you are actually always crying right???... i dont like that kind of people cause i dont want that person to pity me and talk like they know me... thats why... i doenst show it...i hide it.... what about you guys???
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my sister is probably the only one in my family who really cares about my feelings and she’d try to reach out to my sometimes but i’d just say i was “fine”. i also don’t like when people see through me because they tried to “help” but it just makes it worse. my sister is in college now and the rest of my family like my brother and parents don’t really care. my parents especially. they think everything can be solved by god. if i try to tell them i have anxiety or i feel awful (mentally) the just say god will take care of it. so i just hide it most of the time. there was someone else who did care and i used to be able to talk to them and open up. it was my aunt but she doesn’t live with us anymore.
my family and siblings doesn't understand what i feel... and they doesn't care.... thats why i doesn't know feeling of loved by parents... and i doesn't feel it... thats why the thing that i want to feel the most right now is the feeling of being loved by parents... i don't trust people to care or trying to help me.. cause they will just pity me.. and will leave me alone with a new person they met... thats why i cannot let people to see through me... and just fine to being alone and thinking that i doesn't deseved happiness... and i understand your situation also... thanks for sharing your story to me.. .. i hope u can meet someone that can understand u...