I unconsciously choke myself, cut myself, hurt my self -depression -mental breakdown -anxiety You know, I want someone to stay with me, be with me but also want to be alone.....?
I hope you're doing better, id definitely reach out to someone you trust... since you said yourself that you want someone to stay with you. personally when i feel like i want someone to stay but also want to be alone its because i dont want them to see me vulnerable and abandon me, however learning to overcome that fear and reaching out to let someone help you will benefit you. even just talking about it will ease the pressure off you
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I hope you're doing better, id definitely reach out to someone you trust... since you said yourself that you want someone to stay with you. personally when i feel like i want someone to stay but also want to be alone its because i dont want them to see me vulnerable and abandon me, however learning to overcome that fear and reaching out to let someone help you will benefit you. even just talking about it will ease the pressure off you