Vent - I hate my body
I am sorry to talk about this here, but I think many people can relate so you can also talk about it here.
I somehow convinced myself that I cant be happy unless I am skinny. When I dream about my future, no matter what I think about, I feel like i NEED to be skinny to be happy and successful. I feel like I dont deserve anything If I am not skinny. I feel like I am less than skinny people. I act confident but I am not. I hate it, I hate that I feel this way, I havent worn shorts in three years, I havent wont jeans in 2 years. I only wear skirts and dresses to cover my thighs. I literally love plus size girls but I hate it when my body isnt skinny...I dont get it. Why does society have these stupid fucking standarts? Fuck them. Fucking fuck them. Why do we always want to be skinny? Why does it matter so much?
Thanks for reading, I just needed to say it, because I have no one I could tell. I dont expet you to give me some advices or whatever, you can just vent as well...
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I feel you
Everyone always tells me I’m skinny but I can’t see what they see. Some times my father will assume my weight and make me even more worst about myself. I hate people picking me up because I’m scared that they are going to realize I am not as skinny as then think and I always call myself fat.
Lol but I mean it’s not like I’ll ever be happy with myself
I have wayyyyy to many fucking issues in the first place.
I feel the same!! I know I shouldn't feel like this bc i am naturally skinny but like, peoples comments seriously make me feel self-conscious and gross :(( I haven't worn skinny jeans all year. Maybe we could do a workout and diet at the same time and motivate each other? Ofc you don't have to but it might help me and maybe you feel better about ourselves :33