is it love???? part 2 (oh god another bl manga)

So just a recap for some of the folks who didn't see my previous post. BASICALLY, My stepmom (who married my dad 3 years ago) has a son who I like to call, 'Satan'. Even though he's just an attractive, silent-but-deadly, tall-ass guy whom I fucking envy. He stole my crush and 2 months ago, claims hes liked me 3 years. Now I don't know what to do and I can't stop thinking of him. I get shy around him, the typical girl shit (no offense again ladies). My name's Raphael (Yes, the Bible or whatever. :c) So I saw the comments from my previous post and I took some of them to heart. That also wasn't the first time I asked the internet for help, I've used a shit ton of other websites, EVEN SIRI (Reddit and Discord as well cause I was desperate ASF). I confronted him at fuckin 3 am this morning, cause I just couldn't hold it back. And since you guys keep saying I'm like living a Wattpad story or a fanfic, I'll describe the conversation in that format. (Third person, limited)

Lying in the bed, Raphael just couldn't hold back the suppressed emotions which he had kept throughout the night. Trying to find the right time to confront his feelings made him feel like he was walking through a sea of LEGOS. He got up from his mattress, trying to pull him back, and left his own bedroom. Feeling tempted, he walked down the hallway to the forbidden door. 'Too late to turn back now' he thought to himself. He slowly opened the door, hoping to not wake up his parents through the restless night. He entered his stepbrother's room, heart beating fast. He quietly closes the door behind him and sneaks up to his stepbrother's bed. Raphael sees him sleeping, facing the other direction. He gulped, hoping to hold in the sound, he gets in the bed with him. Rests next to him and tries to think of what to say. Only letting out, "Hey, dude." No answer. He then hears a mumble, "Yeah?" There really was no turning back now, "I know my answer." His brother quickly turns towards him, Raphael feeling all nervous and shy. Raphael faces the other way, but his brother pulls him in. "I lidkelbjklhask.zxdnbjwname yousjadlsa tosbajkclhsnkl" He felt embarrassed, "What did you say?" Raphael didn't want to say it again, feeling shy. "I like you too." His brother didn't say anything. Until, "Look at me." Raphael turns over to his brother's side of the bed and faces him. He was glad there weren't any lights on, so his brother couldn't see how red he looks. "Can I hug you?" "Yeah. You can."

OKAY AND NO, THAT WAS ALL WE DID. I STG. THIS ISN'T A YAOI MANGA. I LIKE HIM, AND OH GOD GET READY FOR THE FAMILY DRAMA.
But for real though, we're going to take things slow. We're not going to fucking have sex the first day. In fact, I'd rather be top. But I'm guessing he won't agree with that. :c
Wish my ass good luck in the future.