My sexuality...it's a long story
Mine is very odd, you see throughout my life my mom told me, "Don't play with boys, you're a girl" so I'm like okay. When I was four I liked this girl who was older than me...like waaay older than me. She was my neighbor, but nothing happened. Fast forward to 1st or 2nd grade and I was in the car rider section and I met a girl there. We were chill and curious how a tounge felt like so we touched tounges...like yeah...I don't know if that's my first kiss or not.
Fast forward to 6th grade, I had a boyfriend then I broke up with him. Since he was...eh...not my type. 7th comes along and I had a butt load of crushes on girls, and I was like, "Shit...am I gay?" Since I didnt know the term Bisexual, but nothing happened. In 8th I liked this girl many girls as well, I liked this girl. By then I knew I was bi, but the relationship didn't work. 9th grade I liked this boy...it didn't go anywhere. But ever since I got over my feelings for him, I've been having many dreams with girls and ever since 8th grade november. In which I fell over and over again. Now I'm still Bisexual I have more of a desire to be with females than males...so yeah...
How I found out is when I flirted with a girl and she flirted back with me...and my boyfriend...was too much
I don't know if I'm Bi or Gay. But it's alright sometimes we don't need labels.
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I can relate to that so much. My family is homophobic so it feels somewhat difficult for me to “come out”.
Most of my life I believed I was straight, I mean I was never told that I could look at girls the same way.
Once I got into 7th grade, I made some friends in the LGBTQ community who were really open about their sexuality and such. It really did make me think about my own sexuality for a while.
For months after meeting these people I still tried to convince myself that I was straight and that I wasn’t attracted to women.
But that didn’t stop my thoughts going to places.. Eventually I came to the conclusion that I was bisexual-