This crazy bitch tried to overdosed on 30 pills of xanax 2 weeks ago and for what. Being kept in the hospital and on a suicide watch for 12 days. I'm free to go back home now but with my mom watching me 24/7. the next time i really wanna die I should've just picked a more guaranteed way to die like jumping of a 20 story building because it's embarrassing as fuck when you failed trying to kill yourself and now everyone is just looking at you while you're there just laying in bed. Also my cousin posting about my suicide attempt and crying on her Instagram story for fucking WHAT. I get to use my phone for only 2 hours total while being monitored by someone. I can't go out,I can't do this or do that,this shits different from quarantine. Do they think they're helping me bc this just makes me feel suffocated and I really just wanna fucking die. Again. I'm so stressed,let a bitch go. who knows if I get to be reincarnated in my favourite novel.
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Instead of killing yourself why don't you try respawning? If you believe in the whole shifting to another reality there is this thing called respawning. Basically, its were you shift to your desired reality but instead of coming back to you current reality you stay there. I'm not 100% sure it works, people do say you die trying it and others say you don't. At the very least it's a 50/50 shot, you either die or you don't and you get to live in the reality you always wanted to. Besides if you do die i'm pretty sure it's during your sleep so not too bad.
This was me literally 2 years ago lol
Dont do it love....at least you know they are really scared and worried about losing you.....try to enjoy life...its not easy but don't let anything take from you....
feel like therapy would be a good option. And maybe try telling them that your phone is, as of now, your only option of escape and essential to lessen the want to kys. Also there are some pretty nice psychiatric hospitals?(where you loock up the crazys). In my one their were some pretty cute animals, they had a pig and we were abel to ride on horses. The best part was that you were among the same kind of people, so you feel totally comfortable to have panic attack at breakfast or anywhere you want to at any time. Also there is the risk you cloud paralyze yourself jumping of a building. If you want a nice way to die just hit me up in 3 months and I´ll tell ya (just a rule from past suicidal me I like to follow, the whole concept based on if I wanna end my life, whats another 3 months, to avoid anything Impulse based )
However if you kill yourself if you're reading an ongoing manga Manhwa Manhua you won't be able to see it Update now that's the sad part of dying and Reincarnating into another world
Im not going to tell you to not kill yourself
I mean all of us has an story that the other wont understand, well to be honest it kinda sucks how people pity you when they knew that you tried suicide.
Well good luck? I guess?
Take me with u next time bb
Wow! ┗( T﹏T )┛ but please, can you not kill yourself? It's fucking boring sometimes but again, please do not kill urself.（/TДT)/
Oh, Am I like old people counseling others? (⊙…⊙ ) Oops! Sorry.(￣∇￣")