it's shower thoughts but you're lying on a bed
When you're lying awake at night, all you can think about is ways you could have done something differently lmao. at night, i'll flip through all my memories of the day and internally cringe and the things i've said and done during the day. and you have to live with the fact that YOU'VE ALREADY FUCKED THINGS UP AND THERE'S NO GOING BACK EXCEPT TO WALLOW IN YOUR PAIN
In those lying-on-the-bed-tired-but-you-just-can't-fall-asleep moments, as well as the evaluating life moments you can only have in the shower; you somehow can think of the wittiest comebacks, the best answers, and just curse yourself for being so dumb during the day.
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this happens to me all the freaking time. sometimes, i start punching the air because of how stupid the shit i said was.
my gosh i felt this my comrade