school wasted my time

i admit it. i only go to school for one reason and it's for going to the next level. at home i always learn what i like but homework from school disturb me a lot. i like writing story, learn english and japanese language, and i always like psychology things(i've learned many mental illness) yeah it's only from internet, that's why i need to school for going to the university. but since covid19 there's too much homeworks and it makes me stupider than i used to be. it wasted my time, i get nothing.