I did
I tried to hang myself and started cutting my wrist and saw blood running down to my arm and saw myself in the mirror, I couldn't help but cry so I tried to reach for the bed so I won't b choking anymore. I cut the rope and sat down to my bed crying. I was kinda proud that I stopped myself from one of the tragic moments in my life. I never told this to my parents nor my friends Only those who read this and I knows about this attempt of mine. Sadly, I still have suicidal thoughts but I try my best to refrain myself harder cause it keeps getting worse. The fact that I have no idea why I keep stopping myself confuses me as well though :))
Messages
Talk to someone it's the one thing people avoid because they are scared but it's the one thing we really need in life
Maybe you know that deep down you want to live and experience things : )
You should really try to talk about this to your parents if you think they could help you or try to talk about this to a real friend
Well ok friend is a hard thing to find haha but there will be a time where you will find a way of living your life, a healthy way at the best, and you will enjoy
I'm not really good with word sorry if I'm clumsy but things will settle down soon or later and you will feel better