It’s not like I want to die, but I wish I could disappear for some time, you know. Sometimes I get these thoughts about how time doesn’t wait for anyone and I get scared of the adulthood responsibilities that seem to come closer and closer. Sometimes I feel like I’m drowning in my worries and it’s so tiresome /:
Besides that, Banana Fish i...... 1 reply
I don’t have any motivation to continue. I don’t care abt my future. Life is just miserable and school makes me feel like a failure. Being forced to do shit I don’t wanna do just pushes me closer to the edge for example public speaking. I would be happier if I didn’t have to endure breathing 24/7. 2 reply
