I regret the way I am..

I regret not going to university because I’m extremely shy (and have resting b face :(.. ), and scared of stepping out of my comfort and meeting new people and such..But I’m trying to gather up my courage and I’m thinking of going abroad and studying in community college or university (￣∇￣") I’m total loser, scared of people and facing new things but I want to change and not regret anymore (๑•ㅂ•)و✧