I uhm- I don't know what to do
So I realised that I have well feelings for my Best friend. I kissed her cheek once two years ago and back then, I didn't feel anything different but now. Whenever I think about it, it makes me superrrrr embarrassed. But the thing is that she's straight whilst I'm Bi, She only thinks of me as her best friend and nothing more, our religion is against homosexuals (sorry if that sounded rude) and she's the only person that I truly trust. She says that she loves me but only in a friend way whilst when I say it back to her, I mean it with all my heart. But I guess we would only stay as 'best friends' and nothing more. But I have always wished for the very best for her only and that if she's happy with her partner, then I'll be happy as well even if I'm not the one that is by her side. (I know it's selfish to think that).
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sorry to say so, but I do think you've fallen for her... though I would like to tell you that, homosexuals now days are very well accepted, there's obviously homofobic people, and given the case... If you do trust her, you could simply wait for the right moment to tell her! even if you're not expecting an answer, you should never hold back what you feel just because someone might take it as an offense... I guess if she's someone you trully trust, you'll be able to open yourself.. even so, If you chose not to tell her, that's competely okay too! but.. if I'm allowed to advice u.. sometimes you just have to be selfish... maybe things will turn an unexpected way... who knows? anyway! Hope that was somehow usefull.. good luck! (●'◡'●)ﾉ