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I think something was always wrong with me. Ever since I was a child.
My mom sent me to a course to learn English because other neighbors were doing the same with their kids. I was 10.
She wanted me to go to a languages high school and pursue English even in university. I tried to voice my opinion and said I didn't want to be an English teacher. I begged her. I said I'll be a regular teacher, not an English one. She started saying "...then what about all the money that will go to waste? All our efforts?" Dad took her side.
I wasn't doing well in high school. I was so depressed I cut myself. I have scars all over my wrist and legs. I tried to kill myself three times.
I was forced to take the uni entrance exam, which I passed. The first day I had to go to uni I took more than 100 pills in hopes that I don't have to wake up and see the ligh of day again. Too bad they didn't work.
I was failing uni too.
When they finally saw that I was failing and started listening to me and said that I didn't want to be an English teacher, they blamed me. They said that it was me that wanted this. I was the one that said I wanted to be an English teacher.
I dropped out.
They sent me to a technology course, to a math course, and I got accepted in university for Computer Science. I loved it. I was doing so well there. I don't have a job. My sister and my parents got a small apartment and I and my sister live there until I finish university and get a job.
Now they're threatening to not pay for the apartment anymore and they said fuck your university just because I don't give them a call every day. Because sometimes me and my sister argue. They're religious and they said that the devil is messing with my mind. I can't go to uni now. I don't know what to do anymore. The only choice I have is just to off myself.

Do you guys remember when mangago beef reached tiktok?

Fuckkkkkkkk I just remembered I have summer homework

What's a bulldozer ML?

Okay hear me out. Genshin Fandom sucks. Like, there are some people in there that are good people, but so many people are cringe and can't stand opinions.

For starters, why do people ship kaeluc? It doesn't make any sense and they're brothers, sure not by blood but he's adopted and they even see each other as brothers... People are already shipping gorou and kazuha for being friends as well and it just, it makes me annoyed? Why do people have to assume they're dating just bcuz they're like, old pals??? I doubt Kazuha even knows what true love/soulmate even is.

Some ships are okay? Do I ship any of them, nah. I don't want to assume that Zhongli/Childe/Xingqiu/Chongyun/Bennett/Razor/Kazuha/Gorou/Tohma/Venti/Xiao/Aether/Diluc/Kaeya/Albedo is attracted to the same gender. This goes the same for the females. I have had times where people thought me and my friend were lesbian and dating just because we were friends, and it really made me uncomfortable and I know it bothered my friend as well because she's straight. If this was irl and men/women were getting shipped with their friends that are the same gender, they would sure as hell be uncomfortable cause it's not right.

Please stop fetishing gay/lesbian people. Wait till something is confirmed.

(Sorry for the horrible grammar, but please read) I live in a house full of straight homophonic Christians but I'm not one plus I'm bisexual so we don't really get along, and I personally don't really like them because some force people to worship their God and are extremely judgment, like today me, my sister and my mom went shopping since school is around the corner, we went to the mall but she wouldn't even let me go where I want because they don't like my sense in fashion! She let my sister get a bunch of clothes but the store we were at were basic normie stuff! She knew I didn't like that stuff, I kept telling her you know can we like look around for me? And she was just like omg you ruin my mood so I followed them for a two hours, didn't bring pads with me so I was walking around in my blood lol she didn't care, then we left, I got nothing but she wanted to go to target for "me" but when we walk in, her and my sister went to look at stuff together and when I told her if she can help me look, my sister started arguing with me an then my mom to! And they started walking towards the exit like yk how much I wanted to cry? This is what its like being the black sheep of the family, though I don't know if I'm just being sensitive but please give me advice before I officially lose it.

Personally I’d return to the past cuz a fantasy world would literally kill me before I turn 1.

I SWEAR TO GOD IM GOING TO KILL MY DAD IN HIS SLEEP. WHEN HE SNORES ITS SO LOUD AND DISGUSTING AND IM JUST TRYING TO LISTEN DO "DICK" IN PEACE BUT HIS BITCHASS HAS TO GO LIKE HAAAAUUGHCKKKK

if you're confused what I mean I mean like pick a character you love think would be better if they just change some things or absolutely hate try to get them into a look you like

So I seen someone already asked us but I really enjoyed reading everybody else's horror story so I thought I would ask about it again hopefully they don't mind:-:

has anyone just got the bible out and exorcised a random dead animal on the road

Please I've watching tik tok/yt vids about genshin impact and even reading wattpads about my fav characters but i still can't play it bc both my phone and ipad are samsung like...I WANNA PLAY OMFG I WANNA CRY

My brother have a girlfriend. All the people i have met so far has talken bad about her to me or my mom. Sighhh what to do he is so in love with her. They toxic tooo.

Anyways how you guys doing???

Your 17 is your bf/girl and the 16 is your yandere

I have epilepsy, i have had it for almost three years and my first seizure was in a bathroom i had a focal seizure with impaired awareness but my family didnt know so they thought i was playing a prank or something but i wasnt so like 6 minutes passed then they realized i wasnt joking they called 911 the ambulance came they asked me basic questions and i couldn't respond because i would try and answer but no words would come out and i couldn't fully understand stand what they were saying even tho im fluent in English then i started to breat abnormally so i was taken to the er for some reason i couldn't see unless i blurred my vision so later that day i was sluggish and tired the nurse walked in and they gave me medications for my headache and a hour later i had a seizure again but this time it was normal and i fell asleep, the next day i couldn't walk i had to use a walker to shower and use the bathroom fast forward a 2 hours they took me to get a MRI ( brain scanner/ xray) it was so loud and annoying but i felt so much better after i slept my headache away the next day a doctor came in and had explained to me what had happened and told me i have TLE ( temporal lobe epilepsy) i was shocked and speechless so i translated for my mom who was with me she was so shocked and sad i spent the rest of the day comprehending what the doctor told me and if i were gonna be alright, the next day i was free to go. I told the rest of my family everything that had happened and i haven't had a seizure since that day (sorry for some grammar mistakes). Whats ur condition? And if u want share ur story

ive been watching coraline theories for hours and i'm starting to think i shouldnt have watched the show when i was younger

Well I've tried drowning myself it was not comfortable so I was thinking what if I knocked myself out then drowned like in my bathtub?

Do you ever imagine when crossing the street or doing something else that could possibly (no matter how unlikely) cause your death, that you would be completely fine with dying at that moment?

And other times I am glad I am alive, but sometimes I am just ready for death to take me. I have never imagined killing myself btw.