Tried To Kill Yourself

way too often in last 15 years. and I don't even think I'm depressed. my self-harm fantasies at least give me some kind of enjoyment and relief, but my suicidal thoughts just make me tired, angry and bored. bc I know I won't do it, as often as they come the thoughts will pass, so why the hell do I bother thinking about it? Σ( ￣□￣||)   reply

Yes everytime I'm stressed but tbh I don't want to die it hurts, that's why most of the time crying is the solution, again and again until I just fell asleep   1 reply

Thought? Yes. Attempt? No. There were moments when I felt cornered and wanted to disappear but I never tried to do something that would endangered my life. At this point, I'm just waiting for my natural death to come otherwise heaven won't accept me.   1 reply

Hi! I know life is shit but it will be all alright someday!! I got this letter that helped me a lot when I also wanted to end my life, I do not remember where I got this or who wrote this, but I hope this also helps you if you ever think of ending it. here it is :)) . . to the person reading this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it make......   reply

No, I do have the mentality of wanting to not exist for a while, but never actually wanting to die. Honestly though growing up I thought I was going to get killed by my neighbor so I know I don't want to die, but at the same time, I don't think I'd be distraught if I found out I was dying tomorrow. I just exist at this point.   reply

Yes, I've tried it countless times, but that was the past me. I've gotten better since 2022 and realized there's still a lot I want to do, I don't want to die, I want to live a life without regrets and do whatever my heart or head wants me to do, I want to try things I've never tried before, I want to meet new people, I want to fall in love, I want......   reply

all the time, living is hard   reply

I did when I was super young I don't want to suicide now tho just want to die like normal death or smh. So here's a thing u would think this way when things get tough so whenever u face such harsh times remember that u are in this world for a reason if you don't know one then search for, one search for smh u would like, an ambition of urs and touc......   reply

i tried to kms 3 different times throughout my senior years of high school after my adoptive mom suddenly passed away. obviously failed all 3 and to this day that i'm 26 i can't explain how devastatingly DISAPPOINTING when i still woke up in the morning after every attempts. so i stopped trying bc i figured no matter how hard i tried to die, if God......   reply