Tried To Kill Yourself

Like I don’t know what’s happening to me, but I’m genuinely turning ho rn guys like I’m supposed to be going on a secret meet with a guy in a few days and he’s just a talking stage but listen I don’t talk to multiple people when talking to one person like that was always my rule for some reason I’m talking to this other guy as well who was definitely a lot more teasing to say the least and I honestly might be going on a secret meet with him next month, but I don’t know if I’m going to be dating the other guy by then so I don’t even know why I agreed which I usually would never do that and there’s also this girl who I might be getting into something with sexually like I don’t understand how I’ve become like this like what’s happening to me is it because it’s that time of the month and everything is just turning me into a sex freak