more than once but my last was a failed attempt. i still struggle with those feelings, but honestly i find that the beauty of life is the unknown. at times, it would be easier to end it all but if i were an outside person looking in "reading" my story, i would want to know what happens next.
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Very often, nearly every day I think up a new scenario. Sometimes it's because I actually do want to die, or because I am trying to calculate if the people around me would actually care or feel sad about me
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These days yes cus I lost my friends and it's been really hard ngl like I just have to accept that. I know I messed up quite a few times but it doesn't mean that each of those mistakes I actually don't learn or don't try to be a better friend. I miss them sm and I just wanna chat with them 24/7 but I'm blocked and they all definitely hate me.
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