Tried To Kill Yourself

I tried it twice. The first time with pills and the second with a knife - failed. Now Im 54, reading manga, love animes, playing, living life and I can say, I think about it every day. But there are points that you have to think about. The people you hurt with doing it and the animals, dogs and cats living at your home. All are involved because the......   reply

we do have similar experience, I constantly joking about dying (I have a mantra of "we're all gonna die anyway", in almost every situation). I was once really depressed but I slowly getting over with it but sometimes it triggers me randomly. maybe it is just my coping mechanism or idk.   reply

Lol it’s more like “I want to killmyself to get a reaction out of someone” for me, like I wouldn’t even be upset id legit just meet someone and then think “but what would they do if I killed myself   2 reply

It's called 'the call of the void' when you think about hurting or killing yourself for no apparent reason. I experianced that often when I was around 14 to 16 years old and even now here and there. It can be a bit unnerving but us usually not threatening.   1 reply

It's called nihilism.   reply

Hi! I'm a graduate of psychology and I'm not really the type to answer discussions here but mental health is something that's important to me so I wanted to drop by and give my thoughts. You don't have to have depressed to have suicidal thoughts, depression is a mental illness that literally changes the way your body composition. It can be from env......   1 reply

I've never really thought about it that way, but I'm sure it is possible. Depression isn't just being sad all of the time it's a mental illness, not an emotion and everyone experiences it differently. Your brain is developing, whether you like it or not. I thought about ending it too, but I've been diagnosed with depression so Idk if it's normal f......   reply

I think everyone has experienced suicidal thoughts at least once. I don't think it's from depression. More like stress from everyday thoughts and wanting to escape reality. I'm like that too but I'm not depressed so   reply

One day I was in the car, my dad driving my family to a family dinner (you know how those go). And I was casually writing my suicide note in my head, planning how I would end it all, drawing a very ugly exaggerated version of myself, and trying not to cry. It was a very traumatic experience, and I don't think it will be the last of its kind. That w......   1 reply