Periods

This is a part 2 to the last one
Ryuu felt a bit more comforted by his words but he was still worried he looked down at the ground he spoke softly slightly lisping.

“Thhithhi, can you promithe me thomething."(ShiShi[1], Can you promise me something.)

“What may that be?”

"can you promithe me you will thtay with me ath long ath I live for?" ("Can you promise me you will stay with me as long as I live for?")

It was a weird promise to make, why did he want him to make such a promise? But Yingyue didn’t mind It he had made the promise long ago so it wasn’t weird to make the promise again.

“I promise,” he says after a moment.

That was all the reassurance Ryuu needed. In the end, he still had people who loved him. A bit later It was time to leave. Ryuu felt slightly dizzy standing up and stumbled but lucky for him Ying Yue caught him. They left the greenhouse and on the way back Ryuu spotted a couple he looks at them but quickly looks away.

“Are you disgusted?”Yingyue says

At first, Ryuu didn’t hear him. But then he tapped his shoulder and signed it. He finally realized what he said. “No, sorry.” he signed he wasn’t disgusted, more like jealous and discomfort. He had long ago realized that what Seth and ms vega [2] did to him wasn’t normal, and that’s what he wanted to be normal.

That night Ryuu couldn’t stop coughing, it was constant, it was loud, Yingyue had to check on him, Ryuu was coughing up blood lots of it.

(Because I have to do homework and wash dishes this is the only one I have today and I have more parts to this one scenario)

[1] “ShiShi” I forget what language I called it but whatever, it means father. But since Ryuu’s actual father is still alive Ying Yue is just his adoptive father he refers to him as that
[2] I’m adding slightly more trama than I should have. But before Seth was ms vega, in my opinion, if you though Seth was bad Mrs vega makes him look like a saint I’ll make a story with her later

"Who hurt you?" Seth caressed his face, It was still painful and not gentle at all. Seth's hands felt colder than his. he never felt comforted in Seth's arms.

He gazed away to the side not wanting to look him in the eye. he wondered what his friends were doing, obviously they wanted nothing to do with him.

Wasn't it? Or was it just for me?

It could be for many reasons really. The World burning right now, for covid and other stuff, so the situation being difficult and not completely enjoyable in general.
Or maybe the fact that I'm growing up? Which, of course, is something not everyone can relate to right now, because someone could've arleady got over this phase.
Or maybe because the situation in my family is a bit strange recently, since someone died, but I mean it's another personal thing, so I don't think you guys can relate to this. I mean I hope you can't honestly.

So yeah it could be these reasons, or something else that I didn't think about. But overall it was strange in my opinion, and it also passed really quickly, both Christmas itself and the month. More than it did last year at least

What do you think? How was it for you?

(Also sorry for my bad english)