Shitting On Manhwa

Hi bruhhs, so I'm here seeking prolly (love) advice from a manga porn site... EheM... Bruhh I'm going to die literally out of stress and mental damage if y'all don't mind ಡ  ʖ ಡ.

So our grad prom is comming next month and cotillion practices is starting and I'm literally paired to a random guy from the other class, I honestly never knew how he looked like or if he even exists, from what I've heard from my classmates, we had similar things such a cycling, and very tall (which is prolly why the teacher paired us....

So our first day of practice began and HE WAS ABSENT. Which I got to practice with a diff dude who sucked at dancing and keep stepping on my feet...

2nd day of practice and my paired partner finally showed up, i was like he was ok, he looks ok and dances normal and his hands were smooth unlike other dudes, and he was a fast learner... ngl I actually enjoyed dancing with him..

3rd day, I was absent for academic reasons, and the teacher replaced me with another lesbian girl, which I panicked that I was literally kicked out of the cotillion.

I begged the teacher as I always wanted to experience this kind of things during my final year in highschool. luckily, my friends helped me look for a different partner who was literally worse than the first dude, and bruhh he was soaked in sweat and smelled sweaty.

I honestly joined again hoping to switch again to my partner, but the teacher scolded me for being absent.

While dancing with my "New" partner, it was not enjoyable for me, I kept looking at my original partner now my expartner ༎‿༎...

and bruh I went as far as to literally stalk him, sent a friend request and express it on a manga porn site.... Like omg I really want to dance with him again, but I guess I won't even smooth hands again...

UGHHH! I really want to rip out my hair out, I should've set aside my tasks and should've showed up....

Dear girlie friends, what the heck should I do now, I literally pray to dance with him again

was reading secret lady for the first time and they finally introduced the vishtein empire and its like very apparent that the author just does not like middle easterners or south asians with the way they draw it the same way as aladdin

and also the names that are supposed to be "arabic" but theres just no way some native arab guy is named hernando han saryada barreton

anyways this brought up the question of do yk any authors who hate/fetishize brown people?