Why would you want to have a darker score that just means the more % you have for darkness, the worse of a person you are
But I mean some of these you do need though, bc otherwise you’re just a pushover with low self esteem 1 reply
random test i did today cuz i was feeling depressed and it's quite nice to see that i apparently have a 2.11% darker core than most ppl ; ig.
would you like to give it a try?
https://www.idrlabs.com/dark-core-personality/test.php
would you like to give it a try?
https://www.idrlabs.com/dark-core-personality/test.php
therapy is all a late stage capitalist pyramid scheme run by manipulators and gaslighters, but they can't hold us back from the real healing (Class of 09 playthroughs) 1 reply
Ivan
He acts tough for someone who will literally die for the person he loves, calling his feelings shallow while knowing his love will never be reciprocated till his last breath. Ilysm king yaoi the 3rd reply
(Kobayashi from Ranpo Kitan) i kinned this fcker's vibes so hard in middle school!!! but i was significantly more cringe than homeboy ever was. i think it was the mix of being socially out of it, readily killable, and desperate for something interesting. reply
(TW) How can SA ruin your relationships
[Question]
16 08,2024
People don't really talk about the down sides of this, how it can badly affect your relationships entirely. It's not that im excusing a bad behaviour just cus "I was going through alot" or that I want people to pity on me but I wanna be understood.
I was at my breaking point this year, I moved to a new country far away from the only person I felt safe with. My bf. I didn't wanna go back to that place because I had an obsessive ex in that country. One time when I was drunk cus I missed my bf so badly I mistakenly had kiss someone that i thought was my bf then it was my ex. Then since that kiss, I was so fucking afraid he'd tell everyone. I was so afraid ppl would call me a cheater and a sl#t for it. I had to get him to shut up about it but he wanted me to get back with him or else he'd tell I was a cheater. Then I was trapped in that relationship, did things I didn't like at all... I felt more and more shitty each day so when I came back for a month in my hometown, I begged my bf to come with me even though he was busy. Out of desperation to get the hands off my body and memories, I wanted him to erase it.
We fought then to solve the fight I forced myself on him cus I thought he was like *him* for a sec. He ofc defended himself but I ranted to my friends he was the bad guy. Then I got mad cus my friends started to talk bad abt him and I just don't know I got so frustrated.
I don't know what else happened after that I just remember freaking bad memories except for the fact my bf tried to comfort me but yet I was still treating him badly. I started to mix him up with my ex who was still forcing me that time. I couldn't think of any positive shit, it all just ends up in everyone leaving me so I got tired and just like fine go leave but it hurts so much. I miss everyone. I miss my old self who was all abt positivity and relationships before I dumbly let myself get into an abusive relationship. I want the old times so badly and wished that I didn't became so hateful.
I was at my breaking point this year, I moved to a new country far away from the only person I felt safe with. My bf. I didn't wanna go back to that place because I had an obsessive ex in that country. One time when I was drunk cus I missed my bf so badly I mistakenly had kiss someone that i thought was my bf then it was my ex. Then since that kiss, I was so fucking afraid he'd tell everyone. I was so afraid ppl would call me a cheater and a sl#t for it. I had to get him to shut up about it but he wanted me to get back with him or else he'd tell I was a cheater. Then I was trapped in that relationship, did things I didn't like at all... I felt more and more shitty each day so when I came back for a month in my hometown, I begged my bf to come with me even though he was busy. Out of desperation to get the hands off my body and memories, I wanted him to erase it.
We fought then to solve the fight I forced myself on him cus I thought he was like *him* for a sec. He ofc defended himself but I ranted to my friends he was the bad guy. Then I got mad cus my friends started to talk bad abt him and I just don't know I got so frustrated.
I don't know what else happened after that I just remember freaking bad memories except for the fact my bf tried to comfort me but yet I was still treating him badly. I started to mix him up with my ex who was still forcing me that time. I couldn't think of any positive shit, it all just ends up in everyone leaving me so I got tired and just like fine go leave but it hurts so much. I miss everyone. I miss my old self who was all abt positivity and relationships before I dumbly let myself get into an abusive relationship. I want the old times so badly and wished that I didn't became so hateful.
becoming obsessed with someone for years over 1 interaction and refusing to confess to them until they fall in love with you despite barely knowing each other. cant believe tys wrote august about her 1 reply
