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I'm 18Y old and man , I don't know whats wrong with me but I just can't fall in love. I do have a crush sometimes , like I can like sm , but never be in love with them. It's just a NO for me and I don't know why.
I like the apparence but when we talk it's just " AND I OOP"
I'm very passionate ( scorpio lol ) , I can flirt , I actually love flirting , I love attracting ppl , and It works , but Man I just don't know whats wrong with me.
IM NOT EVEN A PLAYER

hello to anyone reading this! i’m about to graduate college (without a lot of friends nor career-relevant experience) and i’m really curious what others on here decided to do with themselves post-high school, post-college, or just in general. obviously i’m going to try to find a job so i can “make my own way,” but i don’t find much of anything makes me happy. i know wanting happiness is a luxury - my financial stability provides me plenty of free time to explore my interests, like manga - but i am stuck feeling like i have nothing to live for. i have no close friends nor passions that i can feasibly pursue, and most of my post-graduation life will likely be spent at home. though i very much love my mom, i feel like i’m disappointing her with the downward trajectory my life has taken, so would prefer not to stay at home. how should i build up the motivation to do something with myself? i feel so hopeless now.

disclaimer: i like anime & kpop but can’t find either fulfilling... no genuine human connection there