Bl Bdsm

What is your first BDSM literature you encounter with? Or is anyone not going to venture and read this? Do you like it or not? What makes you think so?

For me, my first encounter was not even about straight couple stories. I unknowingly read
*****minors please do not read this when you cannot handle blood, needles, non-consensual, etc.***** Hoshi no Yakata (Tori Maia)

What I like about that manga was the emotion, expression and the stories of each characters on there. It made me change my mind about relationships and I suppose that made me accept how weird everyone is? Is that even makes sense?

I'm sure most of you guys introduction to BDSM are from 50 shades, so please be careful and prepare your mind when you want to start reading that story ^^

So lately I found myself caught up with some fluffy, cute, wholesome stories and somehow I could barely know myself anymore lol.

You see, my first yaoi is Viewfinder and it's easily going down deeper and deeper to the rabbit hole since then. I love kinky stuff and hardcore stuff, the type you often read on myr*ad*ingm*ng* ( If you know what I mean lol) and I used to think that if it's not hardcore, it's not worth the read(?)

I did though, from time to time, reading some "normal" yaoi but it never like...touched my soul? Something like that lol.

But lately, man.... I don't know what made something inside me flipped, I started to look into a fluffy, wholesome story to... feed my soul?

Is there anyone experiencing the same thing? I think I'm having this phase in backward, no? Doesn't people usually go from fluffy to hardcore, and not the other way around? I'm so confused right now lol.

it's all in the title. titles and/or links are fine! and i'm good with anything so long as it doesn't have rape.