Coming Out Of The Closet

im bored as FUCK like ong so uhh
if any of you are good writers and/or artists(with confidence in your skills) id be down to work w you to make a story or smth.

I've been wanting to make an angsty story all year but my art is trash and im too tired all the time to make character sheets and junk all by myself(mostly bc the story ive been thinking of has like 8 recurring/main characters)

anyway hmu mamacitas and papi chulo and cita chulos idk

Why is Rape romanticized so much in manga, especially the Japanese ones. I am not okay with rape, like at all. If I hear about it, or encounter someone who has been raped, my blood boil for the victims. Also, I get so mad when I hear about the statistic of the molesters that get away with it . Yet, when I read it in manga, I don't exactly care. I'm not sure why? I thought that maybe I had a rape fetch, so I subscribed to this website (pornographic) and watched a video about that, but couldn't even get to the half of it, and I almost threw my phone out of the window.
My friend think it's because manga romanticize Rape a lot. So, my brain learned the pattern and now, when I see Rape in manga, I automatically just assume it's gonna have a "happy ending."
OR maybe it's because I know they're not real people.
OR maybe it's like Bill Burr said: no body care about cartoon kids. You can yell, insult and even scream at children in cartoon, but it'd be a different story with real kids. (You know with children being victims in this analogy)
I honestly don't know anymore, and usually I feel really bad after I read a story like this. So, I tried to avoid them. But it's kinda hard, because every other manga is Rape-based. It's frustrating.