I hate the "let's go against fate and win" trope. I prefer it more when "fate" wins but it wins in a different way.
Where can a girl read an English translation of Debut or Die? The novel is on Tapas but apparently I need to pay or wait for chapters to unlock?? Uncool. Anyways, I can’t find a proper site or even a PDF and I thought I’d just ask you guys for help.
I keep having these weird ass dreams, and everytime I wake up I feel exhausted, I remember them very vividly as if it was all just a memory, istg it mixes people irl w cartoon characters, but at the same time it feels too real. And when I wake up, it doesn't feel like I js slept, it feels like I was living another life
And I dream every single day, I'm tired
How tf can I stop having dreams, or have any of you felt the same? Any weird dreams that feel too real?
And I dream every single day, I'm tired
How tf can I stop having dreams, or have any of you felt the same? Any weird dreams that feel too real?
Imagine if this website added community groupchats the worse people are gonna join 💀
I'm looking at older questions on the forum and they all had like 100+ comments 💀 where did all those users go?
Spending my last minutes of internet to write this before it cuts but I wanna know if I was the asshole in this situation. I will tell it as unbiased as I can.
Went to dinner tonight. Rage baiting my younger sister. Keep in mind i rage bait very tame like as in saying “don’t get lost” when we are walking to a clear entry point kinda thing. Very tame easy mode jokes.
We get into pub and sit down, all night my sister is just kinda being mean but she is every night, like like telling me im stupid and stuff like that (I’m very up in cloud 9 seeming btw like “ohohoho silly baby sister she’s so funny” until she gets more and more pushy with how she treats me).
Going on 5 day “vacation” 30 mins from house idk why. Said I need to think of something for my bird so he can eat fresh and im just thinking that paying for a bird minder when I’m only 30 mins away is silly and I express that thought out loud and next to me my sister says “why don’t you just stay home then” but in a *are you dense* kinda way as sisters do.
My sister is very smart but not very nice. She is top 20% of math students in aus and she is only 14. She dresses nice and looks cool and can be patronizing at times, but we have good moments too. Im very reclusive because I’m either depressed or have something else going on causing symptoms of depression, but she is very protected by my dad over me. This has something to do with out mum dying and she was babied (of course because she was very young) but I am often expected to be more mature despite my sister being better than me objectively in many aspects XD
Anyway we leave the pub and get in the car and my sister says something I can’t remember but I make a joke and she tells me to shut the fuck up. I PROMISE MY JOKE WASNT THE REASON FOR HER CRASH OUT I can’t remember what it was because it had no ill intention or tone AT ALL. We drive and my sister starts screaming at me while my dad sits next to her. She says im a prick and a bitch and I keep my cool while telling her to calm down. She says im so annoying and I ask why and she says I can’t get anything through my thick skull. I say im sorry (im sassy at this part) and she says “thank you because you were being” and before she could finish I said “sorry for being a prick and a bitch” in a sassy tone XD can’t stress enough though that I didn’t raise my voice at all during this event I made sure not to. She said I had a “fat fucking mouth” and at this point i stop talking and everything goes quiet. I need to get my mind off of things so I ask my dad to put something on the radio so I don’t say anything and then she starts YELLING AGAIN because I “shouldn’t have thought about saying anything unless I was a [creative insult I can’t remember]”. :0
Anyway hours later I ask my dad (while my sister is in my room) if I did anything wrong because I’m the one who usually says sorry in the house but I don’t think I did anything wrong in this case. He says maybe I did something while he wasn’t looking and that confirms that I didn’t do anything at all because me and my sister only interacted today while he was present. I tell him that nothing I did warranted her reaction but he said i was irritating her… I had to walk away because I was about to lose my temper and I was scared that I was the one scaring him because he thinks im manic TT maybe I am he says nobody thinks like me and I’m scared maybe im wrong?
Maybe im crazy? Just thinking about everybody’s reaction to me makes me think im crazy but then I rationalize by thinking that all her references are memes in zoomer culture that they won’t get and I get so maybe that’s why they don’t get me? It’s crazy TT
Also another super short piece of context is she rage baits me every day but her rage bait is calling me ugly, a “biggie”, dense and unproductive and when I get upset she says im easy to trigger, so even if I’m in the wrong im taking this as a win because I’m salty XD pls give me your opinion!
Went to dinner tonight. Rage baiting my younger sister. Keep in mind i rage bait very tame like as in saying “don’t get lost” when we are walking to a clear entry point kinda thing. Very tame easy mode jokes.
We get into pub and sit down, all night my sister is just kinda being mean but she is every night, like like telling me im stupid and stuff like that (I’m very up in cloud 9 seeming btw like “ohohoho silly baby sister she’s so funny” until she gets more and more pushy with how she treats me).
Going on 5 day “vacation” 30 mins from house idk why. Said I need to think of something for my bird so he can eat fresh and im just thinking that paying for a bird minder when I’m only 30 mins away is silly and I express that thought out loud and next to me my sister says “why don’t you just stay home then” but in a *are you dense* kinda way as sisters do.
My sister is very smart but not very nice. She is top 20% of math students in aus and she is only 14. She dresses nice and looks cool and can be patronizing at times, but we have good moments too. Im very reclusive because I’m either depressed or have something else going on causing symptoms of depression, but she is very protected by my dad over me. This has something to do with out mum dying and she was babied (of course because she was very young) but I am often expected to be more mature despite my sister being better than me objectively in many aspects XD
Anyway we leave the pub and get in the car and my sister says something I can’t remember but I make a joke and she tells me to shut the fuck up. I PROMISE MY JOKE WASNT THE REASON FOR HER CRASH OUT I can’t remember what it was because it had no ill intention or tone AT ALL. We drive and my sister starts screaming at me while my dad sits next to her. She says im a prick and a bitch and I keep my cool while telling her to calm down. She says im so annoying and I ask why and she says I can’t get anything through my thick skull. I say im sorry (im sassy at this part) and she says “thank you because you were being” and before she could finish I said “sorry for being a prick and a bitch” in a sassy tone XD can’t stress enough though that I didn’t raise my voice at all during this event I made sure not to. She said I had a “fat fucking mouth” and at this point i stop talking and everything goes quiet. I need to get my mind off of things so I ask my dad to put something on the radio so I don’t say anything and then she starts YELLING AGAIN because I “shouldn’t have thought about saying anything unless I was a [creative insult I can’t remember]”. :0
Anyway hours later I ask my dad (while my sister is in my room) if I did anything wrong because I’m the one who usually says sorry in the house but I don’t think I did anything wrong in this case. He says maybe I did something while he wasn’t looking and that confirms that I didn’t do anything at all because me and my sister only interacted today while he was present. I tell him that nothing I did warranted her reaction but he said i was irritating her… I had to walk away because I was about to lose my temper and I was scared that I was the one scaring him because he thinks im manic TT maybe I am he says nobody thinks like me and I’m scared maybe im wrong?
Maybe im crazy? Just thinking about everybody’s reaction to me makes me think im crazy but then I rationalize by thinking that all her references are memes in zoomer culture that they won’t get and I get so maybe that’s why they don’t get me? It’s crazy TT
Also another super short piece of context is she rage baits me every day but her rage bait is calling me ugly, a “biggie”, dense and unproductive and when I get upset she says im easy to trigger, so even if I’m in the wrong im taking this as a win because I’m salty XD pls give me your opinion!
Like full on sobbing? I felt sad reading stories or teary eyed but not story ever got me to sob, i think i can really only cry to movies, all quiet on the western front made me sob BADLY i hate war movies
omg let’s start a discourse
now that i’m in my 20s i’ve realized not only that it actually *is* that deep, but you absolutely *should* criticize the media you consume and you yourself are not immune to criticism on what you enjoy based on the reasons you consume it.
my mangago acct is like 7 or 8 years old and i’ve seen discourse on stories like Killing Stalking, BJ Alex, If You Hate Me So, Love is An Illusion!, Never Understand, Love or Hate (EW), Painter of the Night, the list goes on—i was a kid reading this stuff which is evident in my stupid fucking wannabe comedian comments, but i still felt like depending on how a story’s written, some stuff just isn’t right, like the copious amounts of r**e in yaoi that’s supposed to be perceived as “romantic”, or “romantic” incest(???).
just like how the normalization of (artistic) CSA material harms real children in Japan, these stories aren’t just stories, and it’s kinda freaky how many kids/teens on here will cuss you all the way out for saying otherwise like they’re morally superior to you. but, what do you all think?
now that i’m in my 20s i’ve realized not only that it actually *is* that deep, but you absolutely *should* criticize the media you consume and you yourself are not immune to criticism on what you enjoy based on the reasons you consume it.
my mangago acct is like 7 or 8 years old and i’ve seen discourse on stories like Killing Stalking, BJ Alex, If You Hate Me So, Love is An Illusion!, Never Understand, Love or Hate (EW), Painter of the Night, the list goes on—i was a kid reading this stuff which is evident in my stupid fucking wannabe comedian comments, but i still felt like depending on how a story’s written, some stuff just isn’t right, like the copious amounts of r**e in yaoi that’s supposed to be perceived as “romantic”, or “romantic” incest(???).
just like how the normalization of (artistic) CSA material harms real children in Japan, these stories aren’t just stories, and it’s kinda freaky how many kids/teens on here will cuss you all the way out for saying otherwise like they’re morally superior to you. but, what do you all think?
Imma say - checking out profiles. What's wrong with checking someone's profile? People on here take it as such a personal affront, lol, which is so silly. What's wrong with checking someone's preferences out to know them and meaningfully interact with them? And why is it called stalking? Your profile is in the public domain and unless your settings are set to private, it's there for anyone to see. The site is designed to promote open interaction and opinion sharing. So what's the problem if someone checks your profile? It's like going to antarctica and complaining you are cold lol.
I would rather prefer it if someone checked out my profile and got a sense of my tastes before interacting with me, not only is it more convenient, it also makes for a more informed and fun interaction. It's very effective too. Before I take someone's recommendations seriously, I give their profiles a check to see what other BLs they like. It's a pretty reliable measure of checking whether their recommendation is worth checking out. Nine out of ten times, it's not.
I mostly like unpopular works, as most popular bl is pretty shit to read, and many fans get so offended by my reviews of BLs heh. One time they asked me - why you crapping on my favs, what do you even like huhuhu?
Just go check out my profile dude. It's not that difficult to satisfy that query. Unless you just want to pick a silly juvenile fight, which evidently many fans do. Juvenile seems to be the right word..
I would rather prefer it if someone checked out my profile and got a sense of my tastes before interacting with me, not only is it more convenient, it also makes for a more informed and fun interaction. It's very effective too. Before I take someone's recommendations seriously, I give their profiles a check to see what other BLs they like. It's a pretty reliable measure of checking whether their recommendation is worth checking out. Nine out of ten times, it's not.
I mostly like unpopular works, as most popular bl is pretty shit to read, and many fans get so offended by my reviews of BLs heh. One time they asked me - why you crapping on my favs, what do you even like huhuhu?
Just go check out my profile dude. It's not that difficult to satisfy that query. Unless you just want to pick a silly juvenile fight, which evidently many fans do. Juvenile seems to be the right word..
which one do you prefer, a beautifully render but static panel that take up 1.2 screen with 1-2 speech bubble just plastered on the top or bottom of it (new online comic)
or
an "ok" artstyle with proper paneling (idk if it's the right word) so there's at least 4 panel in your screen with speech bubble that you can follow without scrolling (more traditional style. think about how manga and comic usually divided per pages)
and the panel here refer to comic boxes panels if you're confused.
the first one has the advantage of being beautiful, obviously but what i noticed is it has lower word count so you either continuously scroll to continue one sentence (a thumb workout) or have a speech bubble so dense since they have to fill out all the information without additional panel.
the latter is generally easier to follow since we don't need to scroll much so we can linger in some pages to read and absorb the art. the art style depends on the artist but it usually won't be fully colored and rendered.
this is coming from my gripe with recent Webtoon format and a tweet I came across just now. sorry about the yap fest
or
an "ok" artstyle with proper paneling (idk if it's the right word) so there's at least 4 panel in your screen with speech bubble that you can follow without scrolling (more traditional style. think about how manga and comic usually divided per pages)
and the panel here refer to comic boxes panels if you're confused.
the first one has the advantage of being beautiful, obviously but what i noticed is it has lower word count so you either continuously scroll to continue one sentence (a thumb workout) or have a speech bubble so dense since they have to fill out all the information without additional panel.
the latter is generally easier to follow since we don't need to scroll much so we can linger in some pages to read and absorb the art. the art style depends on the artist but it usually won't be fully colored and rendered.
this is coming from my gripe with recent Webtoon format and a tweet I came across just now. sorry about the yap fest
Bitches are so jobless that they'll hate on something instead of reading something else and they even read jinx 😂😂 it doesn't even have rape they were in a contractual relationship read properly bitches and jk literally saved dan from the people who were about to rape him,paid his debt and cured the grandma but y'all puritan bitches still hate him hypocrites and dumb bitches 😂😂 and even if they don't read jinx they have other toxic rape yaoi in their list hypocrite bitches 😂
I genuinely have a shit memory, but it seems to be getting worse lately. I say to myself that I need to go to the library before 8 at least 3 times, and I don't remember until it's 9, and that's the smallest example I can remember. I need tips, or I'm going to fail out of university. How can I be a pharmacist with a shitty goldfish memory? I'm losing my mind. Also, I'm only 21 and have no health insurance, so doctors are out of the question, and I'm broke
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