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Just wondering cus it took me a year and a half to do so.

Another depressing thing wow yay, I just honestly dont know what to do anymore. I know this is all probably in my head but I cant shake this feeling. I dont think they hate me I just think im an afterthought. Honestly if I just stopped showing up nobody really care. Im stuck feeling awful and like i have no true friends then I get a crumb of attention, a dm or just someone replying to my message and I feel like none of what I felt was true then I start feeling sad again and it fucking repeats.
I try to make a joke and they dont even let me finish and brush me off. I try to include myself and it just doesn't work, I feel like I make things awkward. Ive never felt more shame from being myself before. I just dont feel like im the same kind of human being as these people and I dont like it. I feel like there's something wrong with me. I dont even know what im looking for by posting this but I just need someone atleast to know that im feeling this way. I have no one who I can tell this to personally without feeling like im burdening them with my feelings.

Feels like a whole sitcom show

Colored
Smut
WEBTOON
FxM
Dominant man
And a good plot

Is that too much to ask for?

We've had explaining your username so now we doing explain your pfp.

For mine, it's just my beautiful face please don't be jealous of me :3

I’m currently seeing this 25 year old and I’m 21. Mind you we both just turned this age in the beginning of the year. Somehow my family thinks he’s too old for me which doesn’t make sense. I mean I can understand to a point because 21 and 25 year olds at different stages of life. But we are both pretty mature so I don’t see the issue. Sometimes he does talk about settling down, so that’s the only thing I’m worried about. But I know that I wouldn’t do anything just because he wants to. Like I understand that my career, goals and life comes first before anything. Do you guys think he’s too old for me?? What are some of your experiences with age gap relationships?

What do you think is necessary for a story to be a 10/10 masterpiece to you?

Is it just me or has the BL genre become kind of..stale?? Nothing really speaks to me anymore, maybe it’s just the lack of stories that I actually like, but I really feel like it’s the entirety of BL as a whole. Someone please back me up on this.

There are a good number of manga on mangadex that aren't available on here. There's a new sexual manhwa every other day but I can't have my cute slice of life or music Manga?? Please, I beg, at least bring back the option for users to upload Manga themselves.

Faggots and faggots lovers giving death threats to artists for drawing straight ship. Not only death threats, they also send pictures of beheaded people and dead people to their dms and calling other artist homophobic because they dont want to or uncomfortable drawing fags ships.

Hey gang we got any loooong yaois o can read i keep finishing shit tooooo earlyyy

But in bl manwhas, they're starting to piss me off. They look like if someone tried to draw a man but just gave up and copy pasted a girl's face, nothin wrong with that but it's too fucking common. I WANNA SEE MUSTY, LOSER, HOMELESS LOOKIN AHH, PATHETIC MEN PLEASEEE

Do other people also start forgetting what you liked so much about your partner after not seeing them for a while? I think I might be a little neurodivergent so that might be a factor but when I don't see my partner for like more than a week its like I KNOW what I like about them but I can't remember the positive feelings attached to those things or memories just the negative ones and we text all the time but I cant really hold the same emotion from it I feel like I'm always about to fall out of love but then I see them again and everything is ok and they're perfect and wonderful ╥ ╥

This is in relation to the other post I saw, have any of y'all felt like your lives have derailed? Like, you have so much you want to achieve but you don't have the motivation anymore and you can't see the future ahead of you? How do you cope? Or for those who were able to get out of it, what did you do?

I miss them. They always used to comment on every post and their yap was interesting to read and sometimes funny. I hope they come back soon or are they already back? ╥﹏╥ i am curious.

So mc has orange hair, short, poor works at a chicken spot with aunt? he knows the ML from middle school he has black hair thought mc was ugly but was bored gave him "dating lessons". They end up having a thing and ML has like Daddy issues his mom ded. I CANT REMEMBER THE NAME PLS HELP

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I mean just all the responsibilities and just dealing with expectations or judgment from others.

I just feel like part of me doesn’t care bout my future. I just wanna be a shut-in that’s on my phone all the time. It’s just tbh aside from hentai there’s nothing I look forward to and even if I did quit it, I’d have no other effective way to mange my emotions. I just feel sad, angry, powerless, and worthless often. I don’t like when others judge me but at the same time I don’t think I could ever become someone they won’t judge.

I just can’t build interest and have hobbies. I’m either emotionally overwhelmed or just find the activity pointless like I’d rather be on my phone scrolling or on here. I also just have no ambition. I just wanna be closed off from the world and rest mostly. I don’t want friends either. It just feels like a chore to talk to people. I have to think of what to say, what to ask, how to respond, etc. But then I’m labeled as weird bc I’m quiet. But even if I did try, people anyways don’t like me. I’m not fun to be around and I have no intention of changing that bc I just can’t. I get drained easily and if I pretend to be someone I’m not, I’ll get exhausted in a short while.

Why am I seeing Junko's photos being kirkified??? WHY THE FUCK AM I SEEING A INNOCENT WOMEN GETTING TURNED INTO MEMES?!?!?!? Why on gods green earth am I seeing people COMPARE her death to a nobody that was misogynist and a bitch, WHY ARE PEOPLE NOT TALKING ABOUT THIS?!?!?!? The poor woman suffered for nearly a month just for people to mock her IN DEATH?!?! That's it the fucking earth needs a reset and I'm being deadass, I really dgaf about Charlie Kirk like I GENUINELY don't care enough, but dragging an innocent woman into this is honestly just horrible, grow tf up like actually and the fact it's GROWN ASS PEOPLE making these memes honestly is even more disgusting than it should be