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I always have this feeling of detachment. Like there's a wall between myself and everyone. I have friends but not FRIENDS that I can talk to when I'm the one struggling.

Although I have accepted that my role will always be the 'therapist' and being fine with it, sometimes I still wonder if someone would come looking for me when I'm gone. (=・ω・=)

is anyone having trouble clicking on the top menu options and such or is it just me. i can’t see anything that’s updated or search anything either it’s annoyingggggg

Why am I so explosive and short fused??
Everyone calls me a pessimist but, I'm really sweet and happy almost all the time.
I just get so pussy over the smallest things...

guys plss helpp!!!! every time i try to change my pfp, they always end up blurry and low res. how do i fix this?? :/

Literally all bl couples who solve their issues with sex and zero communication

basically my parents do not allow me to go to school and I'm not talking about like no school for a week or something like no I have never been to school in my whole life and they believe that because in my culture girls usually get married by the time they're 18 and sometimes even 16 back in the day I want to say like 50 years ago girls would have gone married at 12 to even 14 years old and we are usually to have kids by time we are 19 20 years old if we get married at 18 I know girls who have gotten pregnant at 16 because they were married young and my parents have threatened me multiple times getting married at that time also my mother is mentally abusive and I haven't been hit a lot BUT I have been hit and my hair has been dragged and I have been pushed onto the floor before by my mom and dad my mother and father have both told me to go kill myself and have given a knife to me in my hand and my dad isn't really abusive but he doesn't do anything about it and my stepmother has been mentally abusive to me and sometimes physically since I was 6 years old she is also threatened to cut my hair and has even stabbed my TVs and has got scissors and put it to my throat saying she was going to cut my hair but it was dangerously close to my face back when I was I believe 12 years old and they have told me in the past and just now that they are going to disown me if I don't listen and my mother has also tried to punish me by saying I'm not allowed to take showers if I don't wake up early which luckily I was able to break out of that before became anything serious I think anyways but anyways that's really all I know this isn't healthy but at the same time I don't know if this is enough to call CPS I have been told to by people in the past to call them but at the same time I'm afraid to do anything to my family and I'm also afraid that they're not going to do anything and just going to make it worse and I know this site isn't the best place to ask but I really don't know where else to ask also I've thought about asking my grandmother to let me live with her but at the same time it's going to be the same situation no school and get married young which I do not want to do especially considering girls in my culture get treated like garbage oh also I don't know if this counts as abuse but my parents do not allow me to wear any kind of pants bc they say it shows off my ass and yk to much and it makes them uncomfortable honestly the same thing with skirts too I feel like whenever I wear something that's not a dress they automatically look towards that area to see if it shows anything and they say that I need to change because it makes them uncomfortable or because I'm showing off too much but I don't understand why you're looking in the first place and why would they want to be around older people who would look there when I'm a minor and I'm not wearing anything inappropriate I mean I'm wearing a skirt that's long and flowy or sometimes when I'm allowed sweatpants and back when I was a younger baggy jeans they've been saying this to me ever since I was 12 and ever since then I was not really ever allowed to wear pants or anything that wasn't a skirt or a dress

Don’t let ts flop guys I’m bored. So let’s pretend we’re back in the homophobia era meeting up in a queer community while being in a closet and venting about shits

I basically just found a picture of a manga i liked but I can’t remember the name, I’ve got the picture but can’t seem to post it here.
The bottom has dark hair and top has an undercut and is blonde. If anyone is down to help i’d be willing to dm you the picture LOL not knowing the name is killing me. Sorry I don’t have more details but I think i’m mixing up the plot too.

How do you stop the thought of wanting to die?
I think I joke and think about my own death so much; and it just feels like I've lived enough
Sure, I still wanna do some things, but idk
I wake up and think about dying, sometimes I joke about how if I don't do this one thing, I'm gonna kms
It's not like an urge, but more of a constant thought
Even I'm tired of thinking that, so, how do I stop my dumbass fucking brain from having that thought

Ok so it starts off with playboy mc he’s a scumbag who sees all women the same and is bored of them because they all love him. So he's in the club surrounded by women when all of a sudden a girl with a very short blonde pixie cut walks by his booth/room and catches his eye. Hes never seen this girl before she glows amongst this sea of people in the club and he follows her to the bar to offer her a drink. But ofc she is actually a boy cause this is a yaoi manga and he’s just this very chic androgynous/ feminine looking man who couldn't care less for this fuck boy. I need the name of this manga.

Okay soooo, We broke up recently (I'm the one who's at fault cuz i lied to him about smth, AND NO I DID NOT CHEAT.) but he's the one that said that we should be friends so we did, Until he Unfriended me. Which is understandable. Until one of his friends texted me and said and he wants to talk so we did. Okay so he texted saying he regret that he broke up w me taht he is still inlove w me, and the lie i said wasn't a huge deal. As he said can we start as friends and let the fate guide us through whatever happens to the future, romantic right? So I asked him why did he unfriended, it was because he always unfriended people. So we started as friends. I actually had hopes for it, as few days passed we were doing great. But it feels like im always the one who is eager and making the efforts for the relationship. So I decided not to text him for a bit seeing if he would text back but 1 week had passed and still no Texts. Should I just block his Ass..

Like, if your partner cheats on you, but they apologize and promise they'll change and they DO show signs of changing and becoming better.. but would you still date them and get back together?? Like, is it possible to change?

So im in a campus, me and my hg was about to go to practice when a volleyball came flying straight to me and one of my friends face so ofc as someone who was holding a jacket a waterbottle, garbage and a phone decided to avoid the ball flying right towards us, then they come at me (my hg) saying "----- why didn't you catch the ball" and they cursed at me like i was to blame, hey sorry that i couldn't get the fucking ball cuz i was holding loads of shit then when we was at practice i lowkey thought hoow shitry i probably was at that time for not getting the ball amd how embarrasing i look but still dude tf am i gonna do

I wanna join a discord where fujoshis can interact bruh i wanna share and hear some of your faves, hobbies or lit anything, in short i want a fujoshi friend haha i dont have a friend who have the same hobbies as mine lol, its lonely out here

The reason why i like people degrading me because i rather have attention like that than getting no attention

Talk about child me heh!

So, a little story time from back when I was 13. My friend had two brothers. First, the second-oldest brother accused me of having a crush on him, when I clearly did not. Why would I? My standards are pretty high, higher than his ego. Then, after that incident, he would glare at me whenever he saw me at church and fast forward to now, we still go to the same church but only their older brother attends, so last Sunday, I literally caught him glaring at me while he was carrying a fan like bitch tf i do to you now in school theres this guy who i was in training with i would always caught him glaring at me for some shitty odd reason like if you got a problem say it to me ya shit dont be a stupid ass coward glaring at people like that, like you sum shit or something..

I've spent 200$ on clothes, makeup and videos games this week.
Is there a such thing as a spending addiction?

just for fun, ppl, don't take it to heart...

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Does anyone just rlly enjoy arguing?? Like sometimes ur heart starts racing and shi and you feel endorphins pumping in ur blood or something whenever someone gets mad at you. I’ve always loved arguing and even took debating classes in middle school out sheer love for the game
I love it when people get mad at me and begin to argue with me. Ragebaiting is nothing but a means to get this experience and a person gotta do what they gotta do to get their daily fix of endorphins