23 08,2024
Hello fellow mangago readers and sorry to bug you with this question but does anyone have any tips to overcome my fear of public speaking? A few days ago, i had to do a speech in front of the class for a test and i totally bombed it. I was fine in the beginning but then my hands started trembling like crazy. I blacked out and missed some sentences. Then, in an attempt to rectify it, i made even more mistakes and said things that did not make sense. My pupils started to move in all directions and i tried really hard to focus on my flashcards. I finally managed to do it but after that i never lifted my head to make eye contact again. At one point, my voice just stopped and i had to take a few breaths to continue. I feel like crying so bad. I can't even ask my friends or family because they never have such problems and can become friends with literal strangers. I have already searched it on google multiple times before but i really want to learn from actual people. So, i appreciate any help i could get.
I could barely remember how the storyline was explained, nevertheless here are the few things and event's I remember from it ;
Note : Apologies in advance for I am not fluent with English, you may encounter some grammatical error throughout my explanation
A man is in a coma and his soul wanders the world. He is unaware that he is in a coma and assumes he is dead. During his wandering, he encounters a man (the bottom) who initially seems frightened. Over time, they develop a connection. One day, the man in the coma (the top) wakes up in the hospital. The bottom, believing the top has moved on to another existence, is distressed. The bottom has a confrontation with another person (a potential friend or suitor) in front of his apartment ( they were originally drinking at first, and then the guy or the suitor jumped on him taking advantage ). During this confrontation, the bottom is involved in an argument and is physically engaged with this person, which results in a band-aid on his chest becoming dislodged. The top, now awake, he goes straight to the bottoms apartment as he still recalls where it's from, now he sees the bottom with the other person and becomes upset. He intervenes, pushing the other person away and taking the bottom back to his apartment. Upon lifting the bottom’s shirt, the top notices that another band-aid is missing, leading him to suspect infidelity or something amiss in their relationship.
Note : Apologies in advance for I am not fluent with English, you may encounter some grammatical error throughout my explanation
A man is in a coma and his soul wanders the world. He is unaware that he is in a coma and assumes he is dead. During his wandering, he encounters a man (the bottom) who initially seems frightened. Over time, they develop a connection. One day, the man in the coma (the top) wakes up in the hospital. The bottom, believing the top has moved on to another existence, is distressed. The bottom has a confrontation with another person (a potential friend or suitor) in front of his apartment ( they were originally drinking at first, and then the guy or the suitor jumped on him taking advantage ). During this confrontation, the bottom is involved in an argument and is physically engaged with this person, which results in a band-aid on his chest becoming dislodged. The top, now awake, he goes straight to the bottoms apartment as he still recalls where it's from, now he sees the bottom with the other person and becomes upset. He intervenes, pushing the other person away and taking the bottom back to his apartment. Upon lifting the bottom’s shirt, the top notices that another band-aid is missing, leading him to suspect infidelity or something amiss in their relationship.
01 08,2024
So, today it was national girlfriends day and I don't understand the gist of it so I was having a conversation with my friend and I was even talking about observing people to understand their behaviour patterns and make a character inspired by those things .. then my friend searched about national feet day just out of curiosity.. in the search there was a phrase 'i love my feet' and i thought of joking around with that phrase saying things like does this phrase imply to you? Is this a sign? /J (and in reference to the observing the behaviour of people) my friend replied " You would be the type of person I'd just awkwardly nod to if you were a classmate And go oh... Then walk Away To be alone" and then (in reference to the feet) i said i did not hear a no and continued... "I am holding back from calling you several words So stfu don't say that stupid shit Again I just wanted to see if it's real" and then i said "Sorry brother you have to be victim to my stupid talk" then they said "Yeah you're getting blocked"
What should I do?
Not talk to them for a week?
Let them cool down?
Apologies again?
What should I do?
Not talk to them for a week?
Let them cool down?
Apologies again?
22 07,2024
I've seen many pretty girls in my 19 years of life and I'm very much sure I'm straight.I've dated a guy before but it lasted just 2 weeks or so since I got disinterested.I've never dated anyone after that since I considered it to be boring.
Getting to the point, there's this specific girl I very much like and it's the first time I've felt this way.I saw her some few times and now I can't stop thinking about her.I get nervous and my hands shake everytime she's near me.She stands out very much among the other girls,I always glance at her eveytime I get the chance admiring the way she walks and talks.Is it just admiration or more than that.I always find myself trying to meet each other by coincidence.
Idk I am so goddamn confused.
It also pains me that I still haven't talked to her and on top of it,I think that she's 100% She's 2 years older than me.
I have an unrequited crush of 4+ years for a boy too but I've 80% moved on from him.I just want tto know what you guys think about this.
Kill Me
【#37073810】
Getting to the point, there's this specific girl I very much like and it's the first time I've felt this way.I saw her some few times and now I can't stop thinking about her.I get nervous and my hands shake everytime she's near me.She stands out very much among the other girls,I always glance at her eveytime I get the chance admiring the way she walks and talks.Is it just admiration or more than that.I always find myself trying to meet each other by coincidence.
Idk I am so goddamn confused.
It also pains me that I still haven't talked to her and on top of it,I think that she's 100% She's 2 years older than me.
I have an unrequited crush of 4+ years for a boy too but I've 80% moved on from him.I just want tto know what you guys think about this.
Kill Me
【#37073810】
03 03,2024
Guys what is it called when you can't tell any shit to your parents even tho it's not harmful at all. But I'm scared it'd be the opposite and get my head smash onto the wall (ok my mind went wild, too exaggerating I guess that will never happened but this show how scared I am) (and I oops! Ok I just remembered that's exactly how my mom threatened me. She never smash my head directly and only slap me until it bruise... Ykwhat this is why telling/confessing to other help makes you realize what is what) anyway, I want to pierce my ear, which part of the ear is the best to hide the piercing? I always had my hair down so it's not big deal. Here's a reference https://pin.it/2wGi2YhMu I can't wait aaaa ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
02 07,2021
i need answers cuz i'mma female right and a pan sexual one at that but my level of attraction towards feminine cis women is like at a 20 or 10 %, now to the confusing part i always find myself being more dominant and masculine. Instead of me getting fucked i rather be the one doing the fucking no matter who i'm in a relationship with with, i don't view man the way straight woman do i view men the way a gay top would for example i find myself attracted to they ass and viewing them being submissive to me and gay porn turns me on outta every other porn genre, now i thought maybe i was supposed to be a gay men you know but hell naw i'm constantly having the battle with myself where sometimes i wanna be a men and sometimes i don't it's so fucking frustrating.
and like i don't fully wanna be a men i just want my voice deeper and probably a penis if i can get one.
someone just please help me already. ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
and like i don't fully wanna be a men i just want my voice deeper and probably a penis if i can get one.
someone just please help me already. ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
28 05,2021
I found this image on the Yaoi quiz 4. and..soooo...help me?
https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/6Q1Una2IzBLmQZch9g4CiM2nxo9B__igNLVs9c-Jt7XOmWIN4rLIc3NVV9qk_mBeTOlt5GD7ZYrzonPXn35YPJIjRxJVTkPIrjemK5u8NBkDujY4UldXDp7ejIruOcy_9w=w260
https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/6Q1Una2IzBLmQZch9g4CiM2nxo9B__igNLVs9c-Jt7XOmWIN4rLIc3NVV9qk_mBeTOlt5GD7ZYrzonPXn35YPJIjRxJVTkPIrjemK5u8NBkDujY4UldXDp7ejIruOcy_9w=w260
17 05,2021
What are some really good sfw anime on Netflix I could watch on a plnae without the person next to me questioning my sanity?
10 05,2021
i accidentally dropped my phone on a whole bucket of water while i was brushing my teeth.
the speakers are really muffled now.
i got this phone since 2018 and i don't have a lot storage. does this means that this is a sign to change this dinosaur phone?!?!
the speakers are really muffled now.
i got this phone since 2018 and i don't have a lot storage. does this means that this is a sign to change this dinosaur phone?!?!
08 05,2021
So my friend asked me if I can recommend some dark sci-fi movies to them, I don't know any so......got any good dark sci-fi movie suggestions?
08 05,2021
This goes out to all the people experiencing the pain of ripping ur butthole by taking a fat shit. My heart goes out to all of you, because to my surprise when i sat on the toilet, it hurt so bad. Worst feeling in the world man, i just wanted to take a midnight poo.
08 05,2021
I love to change my profile picture every Friday, but a problem has occurred. Every time I try to upload a photo, it mentions that my photo needs to be less than 2 MB. I tried various pictures and it still didn't work. All of them were under 2 MB.
Is there a solution to this problem?
Is there a solution to this problem?
05 05,2021
I saw two posts of him today, and now I just saw this
http://www.mangago.me/thing/about/477475/
can someone tell me why we're so obsessed with this one user please?
http://www.mangago.me/thing/about/477475/
can someone tell me why we're so obsessed with this one user please?
05 05,2021
Dear Cestelle,
A continuation to my prior post. As of right now, on Wednesday 5th March 2021 at 1:56pm, I am still very much blocked. Perhaps I phrased things a little strange in my other question, that was only due to how shocked I was. Please empathise. I only did so because someone I really liked had blocked me, it came at a shock to me, I'm sad now. What did I want? I wanted you to unblock me, or was that all? Perhaps, I wanted a reason, an explanation, validation. I guess, I wanted to be friends... But, it seems since I am still blocked, you must detest me, loath me, and it hurts. Rejection is no stranger to me, truthfully. Was it that much to hope that I could, for once, be accepted? You know what they say "I was the sun, yet you were searching for the moon" Coming to terms with the reality that we will just be perfect strangers with memories is difficult, but it is a journey I must partake. It hurts knowing I will be nothing more that a fleeting thought to you, but I will heal eventually. Thank you for everything you've done, all the times you've made me laugh, smile, cry, it has truly been a wonderful time. But alas, this is goodbye.
Sincerely Erectile Dysfunction.
PS. your "smh" will always be carried close to my heart
A continuation to my prior post. As of right now, on Wednesday 5th March 2021 at 1:56pm, I am still very much blocked. Perhaps I phrased things a little strange in my other question, that was only due to how shocked I was. Please empathise. I only did so because someone I really liked had blocked me, it came at a shock to me, I'm sad now. What did I want? I wanted you to unblock me, or was that all? Perhaps, I wanted a reason, an explanation, validation. I guess, I wanted to be friends... But, it seems since I am still blocked, you must detest me, loath me, and it hurts. Rejection is no stranger to me, truthfully. Was it that much to hope that I could, for once, be accepted? You know what they say "I was the sun, yet you were searching for the moon" Coming to terms with the reality that we will just be perfect strangers with memories is difficult, but it is a journey I must partake. It hurts knowing I will be nothing more that a fleeting thought to you, but I will heal eventually. Thank you for everything you've done, all the times you've made me laugh, smile, cry, it has truly been a wonderful time. But alas, this is goodbye.
Sincerely Erectile Dysfunction.
PS. your "smh" will always be carried close to my heart
17 04,2021
TLDR at bottom
Basically during freshman year, there was this junior in my class that I really liked. Because of the pandemic, I wasn't able to get any of his details other than his name. this year he is now a senior. obviously a problem as he is gonna graduate soon. Thing is my high school is on a hybrid schedule, I'm day 2 and I don't even know what day he is, I'm not even sure if he's actually going to school and is doing online instead. During the pandemic I was able to find his messenger but I didn't do anything bc I was scared at the time. Now I think I'm ready but what a coincidence, his messenger profiles deleted (or private) (  ̄へ ̄ ). Literally only other way I can think of contacting him is messaging him through our school emails. Ik how dumb and stupid and cringey that is and what a weirdo id be doing that, but man I really like this guy. I need some advice idk what to do, its getting close to the end of the year which means when he graduates as a senior, his school account will forever be closed.
TLDR: I really like this guy but I only have one desperate means of reaching him, what should I do ?? Also hearing what y'all would do will be helpful as well (▰˘◡˘▰)
Basically during freshman year, there was this junior in my class that I really liked. Because of the pandemic, I wasn't able to get any of his details other than his name. this year he is now a senior. obviously a problem as he is gonna graduate soon. Thing is my high school is on a hybrid schedule, I'm day 2 and I don't even know what day he is, I'm not even sure if he's actually going to school and is doing online instead. During the pandemic I was able to find his messenger but I didn't do anything bc I was scared at the time. Now I think I'm ready but what a coincidence, his messenger profiles deleted (or private) (  ̄へ ̄ ). Literally only other way I can think of contacting him is messaging him through our school emails. Ik how dumb and stupid and cringey that is and what a weirdo id be doing that, but man I really like this guy. I need some advice idk what to do, its getting close to the end of the year which means when he graduates as a senior, his school account will forever be closed.
TLDR: I really like this guy but I only have one desperate means of reaching him, what should I do ?? Also hearing what y'all would do will be helpful as well (▰˘◡˘▰)
05 04,2021
So on 5th May one of my favourite utaites (MafuMafu) is gonna do a live concert for free on YouTube stream but it starts when I'm at school and It's not gonna be archived :( Any ideas how I skip class? (There no online classes tho)
Any ideas how I skip class?
Any ideas how I skip class?
Any ideas how I skip class?
Any ideas how I skip class?
Any ideas how I skip class?
Sorry for my poor English
Any ideas how I skip class?
Any ideas how I skip class?
Any ideas how I skip class?
Any ideas how I skip class?
Any ideas how I skip class?
Sorry for my poor English
03 03,2021
for my art assignment i need to photo of a crushed up can,please, take a photo of any ccrushed can u have. the photoes on the internet look too proffessionl its like night time my brains not workkidhfusijbx