Okay let me preface this by saying i’m in high school and i tend to do shit that i regret all the time and yes i do hate myself for it but im actively trying to make myself better.
So this started in 2023, this girl started talking to me and my group. (i later figured out she infiltrated my group and talked to my friends specifically about me) We became really close in a matter of weeks and I could tell that she liked me. I knew it, her compliments, her attention, her attitude. It really screamed crush and I liked it.
I loved the attention she gave me, I knew that she was the only one who would ever love me like this. But me being the retarded bitch, I rejected her and tried to act the same. I was on the line between crush or not, and I would tell my other friends how I felt about her, but I didn’t expect for one of my friends to actually tell her so when I figured out I confronted them. But anyway, she told me that she got mad because I just didn’t tell her that I liked her. So at the time I responded with, “I don’t really like you like that, I’m just confused.” And looking back on it I really should’ve just said I liked you and dated her.
But later on things started getting more rocky. The friend group we had split up because I gave this girl more attention and because of this I gave my sole attention to her. I would get hung up on every little word that she would say and I didn’t know if what I felt is love or not. I couldn’t like a girl, I come from a strict asian family and if my family found out I liked girls I would fucking die. But regardless of this, we would cuddle and kiss. We would drink and things would lead to another, it being kissing and shit. In fact she was my first introduction to substances and I didn’t notice this at first, but there was a hint of addiction.
Later on, more and more drama would start because I felt insecure that she liked someone else. I still kept that facade of not liking her, even though I expressed my feelings of jealousy whenever she talked about another girl.
At this point, I still didn’t want to admit i liked her. I wanted to make it obvious that I didn’t like her like that, when I obviously did. So i cut my hair and started to act weird, and around this time she started smoking a lot of weed.
Because of this, she started to act different. Less clingy, less hung up about things, she just left me alone. I felt like she didn’t care and I started getting mad. Whenever she would message me on weed, I would just ignore her messages. And I told her to “be careful about it”, but she just dismissed it off and that’s when I got mad. I started ignoring her, acting weird, and just would confuse the fuck out of my self and her.
And the last time we talked, we both linked up and smoked. As she was walking me home, she expressed her feelings about how she felt about me. Shit about how she never really liked ME, it was just my face but once I got a haircut she lost feelings. And how she never really thought of me as her best friend even though we established multiple times that we were. But I also said really rude words, it being: “I used you for money, and drugs.” After this encounter I apologized. I reached out and said sorry, but I was so mad. My ego was crushed and I hated it.
So what I did next, was that I turned everyone against her. Because of me she had no friends left and I know what I did was fucked up. At the time I was blinded by anger and my big ass fucking ego was crushed to the point that I would actually go through extreme heights just to “get back at her” when she never even did anything that bad.
Anyway, I started contacting her for the past few months trying to reach out and talk things out. I want to try being friends again, but with no strings attached. Just normal friends, no drama, no anything. I just want to be able to talk to her normally again, to hang out. I’ve changed ever since I talked to her last. I’ve stopped caring, I’ve stopped leaving lingering attachments to people and I stopped taking things personally. I want to show her I’ve changed and that i want to grow as a person with her by my side along with all my other friends.
She responded to my message, saying that it would be good to be friends again for it not to be awkward for the next school year so I was really down. We played cup pong a few times, but the conversations before that was really dry.
I know that it would be the same, but does anyone have tips? I want her to be comfortable around me, and for us to be friends normally.
So this started in 2023, this girl started talking to me and my group. (i later figured out she infiltrated my group and talked to my friends specifically about me) We became really close in a matter of weeks and I could tell that she liked me. I knew it, her compliments, her attention, her attitude. It really screamed crush and I liked it.
I loved the attention she gave me, I knew that she was the only one who would ever love me like this. But me being the retarded bitch, I rejected her and tried to act the same. I was on the line between crush or not, and I would tell my other friends how I felt about her, but I didn’t expect for one of my friends to actually tell her so when I figured out I confronted them. But anyway, she told me that she got mad because I just didn’t tell her that I liked her. So at the time I responded with, “I don’t really like you like that, I’m just confused.” And looking back on it I really should’ve just said I liked you and dated her.
But later on things started getting more rocky. The friend group we had split up because I gave this girl more attention and because of this I gave my sole attention to her. I would get hung up on every little word that she would say and I didn’t know if what I felt is love or not. I couldn’t like a girl, I come from a strict asian family and if my family found out I liked girls I would fucking die. But regardless of this, we would cuddle and kiss. We would drink and things would lead to another, it being kissing and shit. In fact she was my first introduction to substances and I didn’t notice this at first, but there was a hint of addiction.
Later on, more and more drama would start because I felt insecure that she liked someone else. I still kept that facade of not liking her, even though I expressed my feelings of jealousy whenever she talked about another girl.
At this point, I still didn’t want to admit i liked her. I wanted to make it obvious that I didn’t like her like that, when I obviously did. So i cut my hair and started to act weird, and around this time she started smoking a lot of weed.
Because of this, she started to act different. Less clingy, less hung up about things, she just left me alone. I felt like she didn’t care and I started getting mad. Whenever she would message me on weed, I would just ignore her messages. And I told her to “be careful about it”, but she just dismissed it off and that’s when I got mad. I started ignoring her, acting weird, and just would confuse the fuck out of my self and her.
And the last time we talked, we both linked up and smoked. As she was walking me home, she expressed her feelings about how she felt about me. Shit about how she never really liked ME, it was just my face but once I got a haircut she lost feelings. And how she never really thought of me as her best friend even though we established multiple times that we were. But I also said really rude words, it being: “I used you for money, and drugs.” After this encounter I apologized. I reached out and said sorry, but I was so mad. My ego was crushed and I hated it.
So what I did next, was that I turned everyone against her. Because of me she had no friends left and I know what I did was fucked up. At the time I was blinded by anger and my big ass fucking ego was crushed to the point that I would actually go through extreme heights just to “get back at her” when she never even did anything that bad.
Anyway, I started contacting her for the past few months trying to reach out and talk things out. I want to try being friends again, but with no strings attached. Just normal friends, no drama, no anything. I just want to be able to talk to her normally again, to hang out. I’ve changed ever since I talked to her last. I’ve stopped caring, I’ve stopped leaving lingering attachments to people and I stopped taking things personally. I want to show her I’ve changed and that i want to grow as a person with her by my side along with all my other friends.
She responded to my message, saying that it would be good to be friends again for it not to be awkward for the next school year so I was really down. We played cup pong a few times, but the conversations before that was really dry.
I know that it would be the same, but does anyone have tips? I want her to be comfortable around me, and for us to be friends normally.
Why do u think girls always rejects boys when they like her too much?
What villain do you think was the worst written? Too shallow? Not enough personality?
LIMBUS COMPANY SPOILERS!!!!!
I cannot stand Dongrang tbh. I think he's one of the weakest main villains for me in limbus. He was boring at the start, then the reveal was okay, but then my interest went downhill immediately, and his short-lived villainy wasn't compelling enough. Ahab was much, much better holy shit i love my gaslighting queen~
LIMBUS COMPANY SPOILERS!!!!!
I cannot stand Dongrang tbh. I think he's one of the weakest main villains for me in limbus. He was boring at the start, then the reveal was okay, but then my interest went downhill immediately, and his short-lived villainy wasn't compelling enough. Ahab was much, much better holy shit i love my gaslighting queen~
Nothing in the world belongs to me but my love is mine all mine
I love the bitches that make me laugh
I love the hoes that post shit (literal shit)
I love the picrew crew...
I love the intense drama
I love the random rickrolls
I love you all, with all my heart....
I love how you keep me sane...
I'm sobbing here...
No mere words can express my feelings
xoxo-o
I love the hoes that post shit (literal shit)
I love the picrew crew...
I love the intense drama
I love the random rickrolls
I love you all, with all my heart....
I love how you keep me sane...
I'm sobbing here...
No mere words can express my feelings
xoxo-o
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Warning: do not bully my husbandos. You will suffer consequences.
Warning: do not bully my husbandos. You will suffer consequences.
Me and my (first) boyfriend broke up a few weeks ago, like for real just becoming friends, no benefits and that shit anymore because we had that for like 2 months. But now i feel like im scared to ever fall in love again, because eventhough i love him so much and i liked our relationship but in the last months it really hurted me, us both. I honestly dont know what to do now. I really mis being in love and falling in love yk those nervous moments when talking to some one the butterflies but im scared to get hurt again and that i wont ever be able to feel that again or that i cant love some one as much as they love me, because i still love him alot and i think i always will. I dont even know if i should get over him or try getting him back, i just dont know anymore. I know i deserve something better, we both do. Im just so scared because i dont know what the futher will hold yk
Sometimes i wish i just never fell in love at all eventhough it gave me alot of nice moments
Sometimes i wish i just never fell in love at all eventhough it gave me alot of nice moments
No its not because you're ugly
Shut up about that and listen
And its not because you're unlovable or worthless or weird
Its not any of those
Stop that
Its because you haven't found the right person who will love you for who you are
Not change you into what they like
You're fine just the way you are and if you want to change then make sure its for yourself and not for some douche or some 2 faced snake
Besides
You're either happy or lonely about being single
And if you're happy about it, good for you! I'm happy you're living and spending some time only for yourself
And if you're lonely about it then stop that
Enjoy being single cause when you get a partner theres time where you're like "I remember when i was single..." so shut up and have fun! Theres still time before you get bound by the chains of having a relationship =]
Shut up about that and listen
And its not because you're unlovable or worthless or weird
Its not any of those
Stop that
Its because you haven't found the right person who will love you for who you are
Not change you into what they like
You're fine just the way you are and if you want to change then make sure its for yourself and not for some douche or some 2 faced snake
Besides
You're either happy or lonely about being single
And if you're happy about it, good for you! I'm happy you're living and spending some time only for yourself
And if you're lonely about it then stop that
Enjoy being single cause when you get a partner theres time where you're like "I remember when i was single..." so shut up and have fun! Theres still time before you get bound by the chains of having a relationship =]
Heyy, Idk if its a mistake asking questions on mangago. But im just desperate and needed an advice for my situation, OkAY SO LISTEN
So i met this girl online. Where we could send letters to each other, yes its letters not text but letters. We got to known in each other in a week and then i dont know what just happen in a span of 2 weeks i guess? Shes been hinting at me that she likes me and stuff and i said to myself "fuck why not" and confessed to her, At the time i know its crush and stuff, I felt happy when she likes me back and now idk if we're dating now or jjust, and im not sure how i feel now, whether i like her platonically or romantically. Like how do i even know if you like someone platonically??!? Like can yall give me some examples, and how do i know if im in love with them and genuinely like them as a person. Now shes kind of waiting for my letters, And I havent replied yet. I don't want to play with her feelings if all of this stuff between me and her is just platonic from the very start.
Im sorry if this confusingg jshsjd
Like is there any signs that i must have to know if i dont like them?
PlS givE me SignS, Im unaware and dont know what is my feelings
Ill answer back if you have any questionss, pLs For EveryOne who has Experience with this kind of stuff, Its my first time 'liking' someone and they actually like me back.
So i met this girl online. Where we could send letters to each other, yes its letters not text but letters. We got to known in each other in a week and then i dont know what just happen in a span of 2 weeks i guess? Shes been hinting at me that she likes me and stuff and i said to myself "fuck why not" and confessed to her, At the time i know its crush and stuff, I felt happy when she likes me back and now idk if we're dating now or jjust, and im not sure how i feel now, whether i like her platonically or romantically. Like how do i even know if you like someone platonically??!? Like can yall give me some examples, and how do i know if im in love with them and genuinely like them as a person. Now shes kind of waiting for my letters, And I havent replied yet. I don't want to play with her feelings if all of this stuff between me and her is just platonic from the very start.
Im sorry if this confusingg jshsjd
Like is there any signs that i must have to know if i dont like them?
PlS givE me SignS, Im unaware and dont know what is my feelings
Ill answer back if you have any questionss, pLs For EveryOne who has Experience with this kind of stuff, Its my first time 'liking' someone and they actually like me back.
How do people understand romantic love. I get the love between friends and family. What does it feel like falling in love. How can girls say "I'm in love with this guy" bitch you don't even know him personally how can you love him. How do you all even get crushes. Does getting a crush on someone means you're sexually attracted to them? To those boys who confessed to me that they loved me...what do you love about me. My looks? My fake personality I made for specific people? How can you you like me if you don't even know me?
Seriously after reading all those romance stories, dating random people to experiment, I'm still super confused about how people fall in love. I can't relate to them.
According to me dating someone wastes time and money. Why do I need to buy you stuff? Why are you venting your problems to me? Am i your therapist? Then pay me and I'll listen.
Seriously after reading all those romance stories, dating random people to experiment, I'm still super confused about how people fall in love. I can't relate to them.
According to me dating someone wastes time and money. Why do I need to buy you stuff? Why are you venting your problems to me? Am i your therapist? Then pay me and I'll listen.
Thank me later
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you can use this as a vent. so your worst unrequited love story, worst breakup, current issues with your significant other, your horrible love life/lack of a lover overall, etc. anything you havent been able to share with anyone but you're fine with sharing with strangers who will forget abt you.
dont judge each other, that'd defeat the purpose of this thread. you can always come back to this if you need to.
anyway no this is not tinder so dont start hooking up- altho id love to be a matchmaker im not tryna feel more single than i already do rn.
dont judge each other, that'd defeat the purpose of this thread. you can always come back to this if you need to.
anyway no this is not tinder so dont start hooking up- altho id love to be a matchmaker im not tryna feel more single than i already do rn.
When they vented today they said "What am i living for now anyways" and that just set it off for me..
They're making it seem like they want to... Well...
But then they said "if ever i can't hold on be my voice, alright?" And then "Hey if i really do go can you fulfill all the things i wanted to do"
I'm really worried
I can't lose them... Not now...
They're basically the only person i talk to... What do i do.......
If ever i get a super power that makes everyone around me feel happier and better for the price of my own happiness then i'd gladly take it... If i lose them its over...
They're making it seem like they want to... Well...
But then they said "if ever i can't hold on be my voice, alright?" And then "Hey if i really do go can you fulfill all the things i wanted to do"
I'm really worried
I can't lose them... Not now...
They're basically the only person i talk to... What do i do.......
If ever i get a super power that makes everyone around me feel happier and better for the price of my own happiness then i'd gladly take it... If i lose them its over...
what do y'all think abt falling inlove?
do y'all think its a good thing or bad?
do y'all think its a good thing or bad?
