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i wish i wasnt in the family i am in now. my mom has set up a whole date and stuff with a gay family to get rid of me. she wanted them to adopt me because i was ugly. but then she had a sudden change of heart and kept me. i then heard her talking with my auntie. she told her i was her favorite because of guilt. yes this sounds cliche but its all th......   1 reply

I wish my friends and family understood what makes me uncomfortable. I'm very introverted, and being in settings with a large group of people I don't know is incredibly awful feeling to me. Hell I can't even talk on the phone to strangers. I get anxious over the smallest things, yet I don't feel that my friends understand that me saying I don't wan......   3 reply

My personality and mindset. I don’t know why but I don’t have strong emotions towards anything/anyone anymore. I think I love my family (they treat me real nicely and are probably the best family I could ask for) but if I were put in a life threatening situation, I would care about myself more. I feel like all the emotions I had for ppl and thi......   1 reply

i keep thinking about my depressing ass student debt loan and how in the hell i'm gonna pay it off. The thought deadass haunts me, sometimes even when I'm reading my favorite yaoi manga but that's besides the point. I love my major and what I study but damn is this shit worth it? I know it's way too late to change anything since I'm more than halfw......   1 reply

Lack of Confidence. I don't have any confidence whenever I work alone. I always feel like I need someone else's approval on my work before proceeding to the next step. I also never have any confidence in the way I am. I am not pretty like any other girl, I don't have a perfect body to flaunt and I have a reserved personality. I am an introvert wh......   reply

i wish i can uninsecure myself lmao, i feel like i'm so fcking ugly even though when i'm in a good mood, i can just tell i'm average, but yk. i want to be more confident and comfortable (￣ ‘i ￣;)   reply