Help I Need A Friend Like Now

I kept on thinking about the fact that some guys have been reading BL, I have nothing against that, but I can't stop asking my self, why? Yes, BL are REALLLY good, we know that, but it's still two man. Like, I don't like "yuri" so, why do you like BL guys? (I get it that some guy are gay so, it migth be a reason, but I want to know from moslty straight guys. Everyone is free to respond♡)(￣∇￣")

school is starting, and i have literally 0 friends. sometimes i get depressed over it, but i guess i just have to deal with it and try to get over my social anxiety and try harder to talk to someone this semester. I've had to sit alone at lunch and draw/read during free periods to occupy time for the last 4 years. the highlight of my day is when i go home. the life i lead is really sad, but once i finish my art pro-folio next year, i can transfer to a new school and try really hard to fit myself into a clique and not be alone. tbh, im just looking foward to the day i can finish school and get my art career on track.