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when I'm so down, I just read smut.   1 reply

When I'm down, it's more of a state of apathy and hopelessness. The pessimistic idea that despite wanting and craving change, it is the one thing I cannot achieve. I either put on some music, get bored of it and get a headache from the noise, or watch a film. Preferably a sad film, but seriously nothing is able to get these tears out. It used to fe......   reply

I cry a lot and journal stating my problems and concern and reassure and support myself. This works as an outlet for my emotions then I watch fun videos on yt and if I'm able to sleep I do.   1 reply

I start thinking I have no worth as a person and especially as a woman, all my efforts are pointless and won't change anything, I don't feel enjoyment in doing anything, everything seems futile, I don't believe in good future, I'm afraid that I will always be lonely and not needed for anyone, I feel I'm too ugly, disgusting, incompetent and inferio......   1 reply

Right now. Gave my med entrance exam 2 days ago. Gave the worst exam. I studied for the last 4 months for this exam and i know i wont pass this. My family doesn’t have enough money to send me to a private university. This was the only hope for me. If i don't get into med then it's over for me. I'm crying non stop after giving the exam. I studied ......   1 reply