at this point its become a personality trait lmao im just so tired of everything and want to die but yeah no kaksks pandemic been hitting me hard also because this is the most burnt out and depressed I've ever been since like a long time and school's also been shit so there's that. online classes feels so forced and im stuck 24 hours at home doing ...... reply
I dont know if you would call this feeling empty but everything in my life would taste tasteless. I wouldnt feel that spark when reading stories i would usually like. These days im finding myself forcing to read manga. Trying to cling onto that jolt i so desprately longed for. Telling myself, "I love this!" When in reality i feel nothing for these ...... 1 reply
It's no surprise when it comes to my boring ass life that I'd start to feel empty and the Big Sad but I started to notice it a lot nowadays. I don't know where that feeling is stemming from but if I were to guess, it's probably because I often contemplate about the meaning of my life, the horrible decisions I made (even if they're minor decisions) ...... 1 reply
I know i am not the only one who wants to jump off a building and just keep falling idk liek i won't die just keep falling and falling while staring at the sky and just felling all completely empty. It's like you wanna die but at the same time you rlly don't want to.
I just wanna share my thoughts lol thx 3 reply