Need Mental Health Help

Am i the only one who feels like they read bl/gl/romance to cope with the fact that i know that im probably never gonna get a suitable suitor and will die alone in a hospital bed as a dicrepit old man/woman ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

Some of y’all expect everything to be yaoi, not everything has to be yaoi okay! This was not meant to be yaoi and this is NOT yaoi so why are u all like “oh I’m disappointed this isn’t yaoi”. Well this isn’t yaoi so go away and read some yaoi, just don’t go and reading a Fantasy, action, adventure genre if you’re just gonna be expecting yaoi..