I saw Painter of the night on YT and i was desperate to read it free somewhere since lezhin is not available in my country. now mangago is my dirty little secrete   reply
30 11,2020
My brother found out about it back in 2019 and told me about it, for once my little troll is useful   reply
30 11,2020
itching my brain [Question]
[DELETED] 30 11,2020
yesterday, i remembered something really random. I have no idea if it is from a movie, an anime, a tv show, a story, or a manhwa. I just remembered the plot. Honestly, I have no idea if this is even a real thing, or a plot I made up a long time ago.
!!TRIGGER WARNING!! I am going to be talking about suicide

What I remember is a boy who was trying to kill himself. He went to a convenience store to buy cigarettes (posed as an older boy) but the cashier knew he was underage. I think the cashier was around the same age as the boy. I am not sure about this next part, maybe this is from an entirely different thing: The cashier had some type of power that allowed him to see into the future?? So he could tell that the boy buying the cigarettes was going to kill himself. Again this part was probably not part of the plot, it was just something I remembered in the moment.

In this next part, I only remember these two scenarios, but I have no idea which one correlates to the actual plot.

1.) The boy goes outside of the shop after being denied cigarettes and then he tries to kill himself by running into traffic. The cashier from the convenience store stops him just in time. the cashier recalls that in his younger years, his mom killed herself by running into traffic, and he was left alone. He remembered he too felt alone and lost because he had witness his mom die in front of his eyes. He became severely depressed and tried to kill himself multiple times because he thought he was meaningless. He couldn't go to school and worked multiple jobs at once.

2.) The boy who tried to buy cigarettes is now on top of a roof in a building, and tries to jump. The cashier is up there with him and is trying to convince the boy to not jump. He says something along the lines of: "If you jump, I will jump too because I will feel sad that I couldn't stop you" He gets onto the ledge with the boy. The boy gets off of the ledge and then breaks down. The cashier tries to console the boy and the boy tells him that he is stressed out because of his parents. His parents are overworking him because they do not want him to be unsuccessful. Determined to help the boy, the cashier makes the boy escort him to his house. At the boy's house, the cashier tells the parents that he will help the boy in his studies, and they do not need to keep overworking him.

I'm sorry if this is super confusing. It was just a random plot I remembered on a car ride. It is itching my brain and I need to know what it is.
30 11,2020
depression is a rlly complex thing, clinical depression even more. mine started with a tragic loss until it got worse bc of daily, prolonged struggles that wears me out mentally. i thought it was just stress but at some point in my life, i quit my job and isolated myself. that was a tough yr for me, so when a chance came to drag myself back up i de......   reply
30 11,2020
12... and thats on the smaller side of what I used to have lololololol   reply
30 11,2020
haha the title rhymed

anyway question for people with depression:
when you say depression is there ever a reason for your depression/triggers? like most of the time(not all the time) something happens and i get sad for a few hours and it'll never stop. and intrusive thoughts just amplify it and i get all suicidal or whatever lol
30 11,2020
Was tired of the porn ads on other reading website, I was just lucky to have found Mangago   reply
30 11,2020
My friend suggested this website 4 years ago who's a natural born weeb. I was thankful for her cus this is literally a paradise if it weren't for au haru ride i wouldnt have minded asking her where to read free manga, i just wanted to know how they end up so bad.   1 reply
30 11,2020
1: Sat outside my grandparent's house watching Jujutsu Kaisen, because I was too nervous to go inside. ( ´・・)ノ(._.`) 2: Anything that is sweet 3: I don't really have one, but I really like lolita fashison and animecore fashison 4: I would really like to visit Japan and South Korea 5: Right now I would say it would be Given   1 reply
30 11,2020
I was reading a fanfic/au on twitter and they used love is an illusion panel as a reference to how the couple would look like during a pregnancy. I thought the picture was funny and I wanted to read the story. The author wrote that you could read on mangago.me ;) So that is why I'm here on this website today   reply
30 11,2020

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