All questions about paranoia

why do i feel like disney is otw making isekais. disney makes movies about princesses, etc, they can come out with isekais anytime
if so, please dont put truck kun and his cousins, it's getting kinda repetitive

so....your younger sibling did something illegal online and you found out and it really fucked you up. me and my sister are making sure he doesn't go on any devices (we do allow him to watch shows with us or play games under our watch). but our mum...she doesn't even care. she even told our impressionable young 8 YEAR OLD brother THAT ITS OK AND EVERY KID DOES IT. i sorta thought it was my fault since he learnt some things from me but i now realise how negligent my mum is. me and my little brother had a fun time watching tv yesterday, i had to go do some stuff so i waited for my parents to come watch him. SHE LITERALLY GAVE HIM HER PHONE JUST SO SHE COULD WATCH SOME OVERDRAMATIC INDIAN DRAMA. my little brother was always a brat because of her. she always says shit like i could take care of my whole family when i was your age, why don't you teach me how to, then? she didn't even teach me proper hygiene or cooking? i only learnt that from my sisters and my school. today, my brother literally threatened to hit me with a badminton racket just to get his ipad. she didn't even do shit. fun fact: my mum used to work a lot before so i had to take care of his temper tantrums while my sister cooked. i prefer the way it was before because i could at least stop him from doing anything stupid. ugh sorry i ended up ranting about my mum. anyways, i've really changed recently. i've shown my aggression a lot recently. i do admit i used to show my aggression to my younger brother and i don't want to do that again. i shouted a lot today, i don't usually do that and i'm scared of taking it out on him even if he is part of the reason. i just feel like i might crack under all the pressure and might do something bad to myself or my brother.

does nobody else get that feeling that somebody is hiding inside your house spying on you while youre reading some good bl Σ(°△°|||) or maybe installed a camera. they could be standing outside your door just listening...what if they use all of my computer history against me. Σ(っ°Д °;)っ.

does anybody else get this feeling or is it just me...haha(￣ω￣;)

I noticed i'm very paranoid sometimes.. Like today i got so paranoid that i had a major panic attack, i blocked one of my good friends on Facebook and Messenger... Ect ect
The thing i got so paranoid was bc the friend that i blocked sent a screen shot of something i said, to my other best friend, it wasn't something bad at all, it was just a some thing, but i started to shake and i couldn't breathe bc i kept thinking that that friend sent screen shots of our conversations to someone else too, i hate the thought that someone knows something about me, anything, like that i'm cold, if i don't want them to know.
I made a huge thing out of nothing, and i scared my friends...
It's not the first time too, before i kept thinking that i'll buy the phone from 10 years ago so the government can't track me, that i'll erase Facebook and Messenger bc the fucking government reads my messages and "knows me"...
I'm scared that i have some mental illness to be honest, or that it will develop in illness in future bc i'm still young, i'm 15...
So if you have also some experience with this, please tell me, i'm kind of scared of myself... Really...
Thanks anyway.