Mental Breakdown

I am not fine, I keep failing in things I worked so hard for, it feels like all that time and effort was for nothing, I am a disappointment to people around me. I try to show that I'm fine and its not affecting me but thats not true. I try to escape my thoughts and guilt by sleeping or spending time on this site.   1 reply

Girl it's like you knew what I was thinking because I needed to vent this somewhere. here goes nothing. how are people on this website SO FUCKING BLIND, YALL ARE FUCKING BLIND, LIKE DID YOUR EYES GO BAD FROM READING TOO MUCH PORN OR SOMETHING LIKE ARE PEOPLE GENUINELY STUPID?????? for context, here's a list of chaepali AKA my fav author's works htt......   1 reply

I hate it when lead characters had experience before the main characters. I want them innocent not fucking others nor have kissed or sex ugrh I don’t know, i want pure as I am, don’t gimme recycled trash. Different context comes in mind with rape though   reply

I HATE MONEY LIKE PLZZZ WHY DO EVERYTHING HAVE TO BE EXPENSIVE. I wanna go to a good university but holy hell it's so fucking expensive. i wanna be independent so bad. i wanna support myself in the future but how the hell am i suppose to do it when my family is in financial constraints and i am expected to generate income for them once i graduated.......   1 reply

The way people treat masculine women and butch lesbians in media. A lot of you say it’s misogynistic to hate on “weak” or soft fls for simply being in touch with their femininity but then will turn around and hold up the patriarchy and be misogynistic towards masculine women and female characters. A woman simply being hyper masculine doesn’......   2 reply

There was a question on the main page the other month about someone trying anal for the first time and I asked them to update on trying to fart while the dick is inside but they never responded so I guess they lied and didn't do anal that day. Idk why people lie smh   3 reply

I still dont know what to do in my life. I want to pursue Education in Chemistry but my marks weren't good enough to get it so I only got TESL. Which is fine by me but at the same time I don't really see myself being an English Teacher. Idk why. I just don't think it fits me. Meanwhile, my family are either pushing me to pursue Education or CompSci......   1 reply