Thinking About Death Everyday

i'm afraid of death but not scared to die tho i don't want to. ya know   reply

LET'S GET MARRIED PLS SOMEONE FINALLY UNDERSTANDS ME I have a HUGE curiosity about what happens after death, if we go to another life (it's not as if I will remember it in the other life but anyway lol), to heaven, hell, space or if we become trees or something lmao Sometimes the idea of killing myself just to find out that goes through my head- it......   1 reply

I mean, yes and no, I'm terrified of dying, it causes fuck tons of panic attacks, but I'm also suicidal, I don't think it's the dying that truly scares me, it's more of the what comes afterwards because I'm atheist and I truly cant 'get into' religion due to trauma, it just kinda feels like some looming abys, like it's not knowing if it's painful o......   reply

I am not scared of death if I die then i die if I don't then, God open the clouds and said bit#h not today, live another shi#y day, then I'm like thanks ass#ol# ╮(￣▽￣)╭ you just had to make my ass wake up. i just don't want to be killed in a horrible way, like someone killing me or rape now that's scary, I guess I'm scared if one of my s......   2 reply

No It’s funny because mostly Asian kids (like me) have abusive parents :/   reply