Thinking About Death Everyday

I'm not scared of death but the pain during the process. I wanna die but I can't when I think about the pain.   reply

Yeah like when your really sleepy then you sleep while sitting or smth then dreams about falling from a cliff or smth then wakes up........yup   reply

I get excited about death as well, what's so sad about somebody's pain being taken away, what's so wrong about them finally being able to be free from judgment? I finally get to see for myself where the spirits go. like I WANT to kill myself I do. the only thing stopping me. is my dream to AT LEAST video call a kpop idol. (▰˘◡˘▰)   reply

im not scared of dying, im more scared of the idea of it like what would it feel like? would i just close my eyes and it ends there? what happens then? once my heart stops beating and my brain shuts off, what happens to me? like my consciousness its hard to explain its like what do i feel? does it feel like sleeping except i never wake up?   1 reply

I am the same. I am not scared of death and would prefer it more than life. The bus I was sitting on almost crashed, and some minutes after I thought it wouldn't be bad if it just crashed. For me, it's alright if I die, but not by my own hands. I want to die in an accident or when I get old. ¯_( '-' )_/¯   reply

Yes. I was a soldier in the trenches in WWI. I can still “feel” the thud of the bullet hitting my heart.   reply

nah, all I remember is I was running idk   reply

Yes...multiple times.   reply