Dates

ITS LIKE so hard to explain, I DONT REALLY LIKE USING A LABEL FOR MY SEXUALITY I JUST SAY I LIKE ALL GENDERS BUT im just a little confused.. i know for a fact i like other genderfluid people, i know for a fact i like girls, i know for a fact i like nonbinary people ETC. CAUSE IVE FALLEN IN LOVE LIKE THAT BEFORE (i barely fall in love but... it's happened) and like the last time i've liked a boy was when i was like.. 4? BUT I CAN IMAGINE MYSELF WITH A GUY AND I REALLY LIKE THAT IDEA?? i have no idea ahhhh i cant tell if im just forcing myself to think i like guys or if i geniunely like them?! i think i do but.. ITS HARD OKAY.. i dont dislike the idea of being with one, i like it but i havent fallen in love with one for a while, only fictional ones AND OBVIOUSLY THAT DOESNT COUNT ughhh my standards might just be too high or i just haven't met the right one... i dont know anymore..