Feel Lonely

weird question but whats the weather where you are right now? Its raining where I am but I like the rain so its good

when i was younger, i was always sad and shit and i thought it was like "this is a normal puberty thing hahaha" but then i just realised it was probably just depression(self diagnosed but i'm trying hard to actually talk to a professional)

anyway i have no idea why i thought attempting to kill yourself was a thing normal 11 year olds did