I do not like my body at all. I feel so insecure to be cursed in this body. I’am afraid that no one would ever be intimate with someone is 20 pounds overweight, who has many moles on her face, stretch marks surrounding my arms and hips. Discoloration between my thighs and the dark scars from the elastic of my underwear from when i was young because my mother refused to buy underwear that fit because she thought it was going to enable my increasing size. I have cursed with inverted nipples with big areolas. I am disgusting. I don’t want to show my body, but i want the intimacy and the acceptance.
